I Easily Forgive People. Rather, I Would Say I Don't Really Hold Grudges Towards People.

Sometimes I feel like I want to get my life sort out. I want to be productive both mentally and physically.

But then I remember the regrets I have and the people I've hurt and my brain tell myself "You don't deserve to have a happy life."

I used to be this happy soul with a goofy personality.

Now I look at people around me and wonder how they are able to smile in this chaotic world.

10.03.2021 (Part1)

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Shu here and I just wanna share a small insight of my recent days.

So, I live on an island in the Indian Ocean where there were zero local cases of Covid19 for the last 3 or 4 months. Life here was back to normal compared to other countries. However, two days ago the authorities found a local case and since then the numbers keep increasing. The government came forward yesterday to address that we will be in lockdown for around 2 weeks.

So since there isn't much to do at home, I've decided that I will take this opportunity to share more here; about my day, the news, and much more.

As you can see in the picture, today is a good day. It's sunny with a little bit of wind. The perfect weather for a beach day. Sadly covid19 said no to beach day. I'm feeling rather overwhelmed lately. I've been feeling a lot, both negative and positive and it's hard to control. I'll do my best to sort those feelings out.

You people can follow me for more and I appreciate any support. ❤️

I did not want to grow up.

I do not want to grow up anymore.

Maybe I want to disappear because feeling invisible hurts more than actually being gone.

I want to be able to go on top of a mountain and scream to the world that I am yours.

But, it will only be possible if you accept me as yours.

The best thing I've come across in a while.

“I used to be a villain like you, then I took a Natsu to the face.”

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Jellal, Laxus, Hades, Zeref, Acnologia

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Paradise Lost, 1873, by Gustave Doré

I am chaos,

I am cursed,

I bring destruction to the table,

I ruin everything,

Everything that I have ever touched,

Everything that I have ever felt,

Everything...that I have ever loved.

Hii Tumblr people,

This is my first post on this account or this app in general. I came here with the intention of expressing myself, whether in my own words, in other's words, pictures, thoughts, feelings and much more.

I am turning 20 this year. I've seen and heard people say that your 20s are made just for you..that you should spend it alone to discover yourself. And, I want to do just that but I also want to record it. Leave some type of memory about it behind.

I've tried Journaling but I guess it's just not for me. So here I am. Ready to embark and happy to receive you people's support.