[Since Tumblr is janky I'm making stuff that was under a readmore and making separate posts]
Risu
Does not understand how he gives off teenager energy.
is probably not gonna stop having nightmares about the time he got murdered. Joined by nightmares of killing/eating his Partner.
A good way to get stabbed is to refer to him as Kaiman’s ex
Failed out of devil training for having an undevilish attitude.
Found out that he was still on the Crosseye payroll when they started sending him his missed paychecks for the time span that he was dead once the organization got back on its feet.
Does not understand how people can mistake him for Kaiman. They look nothing alike other than height.
After the dust settled on the whole Hole-kun situation had a very long talk with Kaiman about their shared history
Is lowkey relived that Kaiman has a lizard face and not Aikawa/Kai’s face. He doesn’t have to deal with the emotional baggage as much.
Doesn’t question why Curse eats the things it takes. (Not personally bothered by cannibalism)
Does think Kai’s head(s) tasted disgusting.
Misses being able to fly.
Due to the whole being murdered thing, can no longer be the little spoon.
Thinks Professor Kasukabe’s door is creepy as hell. Thinks Prof. Kasukabe is creepy as hell in general.
Is good at baseball
Gets along well with Natsuki who collects him as another big brother for her collection
You all, fools: Kaiman keeping his face at the end of Dorohedoro is him accepting who he is!
Me, an intellectual: This is avoidance coping. This man has accepted nothing about himself, ever.
THIS. THIS IS PAIN.
aaaaughhh that feeling when ur fandom is so small it could fit in a bus i feel like this is a canon experience w ao3 readers and wanted to share this
Oh noooooo! I have definitely experienced this before! (if with a rarepair, instead of a fandom)
Sounds like some folks have writing to do!
the suffering never ends
screeching in agony
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obviously this is a joke bc canon is a sandbox and everyone is free to interpret it as they will
i refuse to believe that these scenes are unrelated
~Spoilers ahead~
It could possibly be that he doesn't care about his face anymore because he knows about his past now, except...
This is after all the stuff about Ai and Aikawa is revealed. he knows who he was in the past, he just doesn't remember yet.
it's only after he gets Ai, Aikawa, and Kai's memories that he's like, yeah, I don't need my face fixed. up until then he's still pretty adamant about getting his face back, even though he knows who he used to be
if it was just about knowing who he was in the past and accepting who he is in the present, i think there would more of an indication that he's okay with keeping the lizard face even before he gets the others' memories
Kaiman suddenly being okay with keeping his face doesn't feel like acceptance to me, but avoidance. It seems to me more like he's trying to keep some degree of separation between himself and Kai, or even between himself and Hole, since Kaiman was the one that was influenced the least by Hole. Keeping his face is a measure of control and distance between him and the stuff he does n o t want to deal with. bc lets be honest, there's no way Kai's memories aren't traumatizing as hell. we saw how Aikawa reacted (straight up just avoided dealing with it for as long as possible) there's no reason to think Kaiman wouldn't react in a similar way. keeping his face is a great way to maintain that separation and avoid dealing with the fallout of Kai's actions
Anyway, thanks for coming to my TED Talk
You all, fools: Kaiman keeping his face at the end of Dorohedoro is him accepting who he is!
Me, an intellectual: This is avoidance coping. This man has accepted nothing about himself, ever.
I have said it before and I will say it again: Q Hayashida's writing is immaculate
I loooove when characters are so well written I genuinely love each character and enjoy each different plotline
Dorohedoro is the best example of this, I cheer whenever literally any character is on screen
I say this with my whole chest, write that daydream. Write the fic you think no one will care about. Publish the story you wrote at 2am because you had a middle of the night spark of inspiration.
No matter how insignificant or niche or obscure you think your words may be, write and post it anyways if you’re proud of it. You can’t know how people will react to it until you do so and you may just be surprised at the response you receive…
Zaha Sanko doodle, from Dai Dark. Good comic... Revisiting an old art style here, I hope you like it
Y'all I don't have a clue what I'm doing I'm just obsessed and need to scream into the void a bit :P
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