walk barefoot on stones in shallow streams.
talk to the wind and let it carry away your regrets.
forage for wildflowers to place on your altar, press in thrifted books, or give to loved ones —be careful when identifying
watch sunrises and sunsets. wake up before the sun. bare witness to the painted sky.
spend hours in the woods among the wild. take long long walks or sit still and watch the world.
talk to plants and listen to them. make friends.
get field guides to trees, plants, birds, etc. that are native to your area. learn which are which. bookmark pages that you recognize or want to find.
sing back to the robins. caw back to the crows.
journal by firelight and feel the flame burn your worries away.
gather snow and bring a bowl inside. talk to it and tell it your worries. your fears. let it melt, transmuting your stress and worries into healing nourishment. bring it outside and water the soil. see how things can be changed.
dance. run. move your body to sweat, if this is something you can do
collect stones from the river and try to find the best ones. keep them in your pocket. hold onto them to remember that you’re an animal.
go to a lake and float. feel the water carry you. lifting you from your stress. bring a vial and collect some for spellwork.
make a necklace out of an acorn and thread.
stand in the rain. dance in it. lay down in the grass and let it pour. let it wash fears away, transform doubt to hope. start anew.
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
(wild winter witchcraft here)
Do it for the skinny hands, the thigh gap and the visible collar bones
Where are all my adult anas?
It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.
I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me
I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me
I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift
I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.
I am invisible
Except from myself.
I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.
Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.
How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.
You really can be so perfectly tiny,
I promise I promise.
• • • •
They tell us lies about a natural weight.
Make you believe you needed the waste you ate.
Sure it's tasty until it's far too late.
• • • •
My little lovies,
You were made to float
• • • •
Light as a feather.
Light as a leaf.
Sacrificing this is not worth that evening treat.
• • • •
Be strong now
So you can be so delicately fragile later.
• • • •
No more fighting for thinness in vain
Commit to be better today 🤍🤍
Pretty pretty please? :}
yes, he loves me, but he would love me even more if i was thinner
(some commentary :)
this. pose. i need to be able to lie on my side like this and have a thigh gap PLEASE 🙏🏼
honorable mentions, since they’re similar poses but their legs <3 i’m so jealous.
collarbones. that’s it, that’s the commentary.
poses?? legs that look good no matter what???? seeing my spine!? again, jealousy is a sin, and i am one unlucky angel/hj
these girls’ stomachs and legs are my fucking goals. i’m being so serious, i want to look exactky like them please!!!
possibly the most on-theme pictures in this whole thing, and some of my favorites. the first one’s abs. the second one’s calves and legs in general. i need it immediately.
hope y’all like this type of stuff, cuz i’m gonna be relentless in making them now, this was actually so fun ^_^
--xoxo, Dakota <3
Got my tooth fixed yesterday and barely ate anything after because when the numb wore off it hurt too much. Its better today but still hurts a bit. Havent actually lost after this whole thing which sucks. I was hoping to at least get that out of it.
We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩