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“May I just say, you are quite lovely in a crisis.”
“No, you may not!”
I’m screaming 😂
Update:
They think I have late stage Addison’s disease.
I have more testing I have to do.
I’m without words. This is terrifying.
I can’t even let myself grieve or relax because I don’t even have enough money to be diagnosed properly OR treated.
So please, please. If you have anything to spare.. I need it now more than ever ..
I appreciate any and ALL HELP!!!
If you’d like to immediately help me my PayPal is
https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage
I don’t want to die because I can’t afford to get treatment. I’ve come this far.. I’m desperate. I need my community now more than ever. Please don’t let me be forgotten
BOOST THIS
No one admits is but everyone’s REAL favorite ship dynamic is just
Person A: Character you can project onto
Person B: Your type
Seeing Jodie Whittaker and Sacha Dhawan in other shows together is so surreal, no wonder they have such amazing chemistry
Reblog if you write fan fiction
Doesn’t matter if you write in a frequent basis, or once in a blue moon, just how many of us are there?
is this what the kids are listening to these days?
You know what my favorite thing about the Pokemon TCG is? The attack names:
And my all-time favorite:
I’ve decided to be sexier in 2020. There will be with no actual effort on my part, l just intend to be perceived as such
So I was watching last night’s episode and I am a dumbass.
Like when she said, “What do you want?”
I heard:
Doctor: What do you want?
Master: Neil. Neil, or they all die.
And I was like, “who tf is Neil???”
And then she gOT ON HER FUCKING KNEES AND I REALISED-
Oh.
I am a dumbass.
Then this morning I found out I wasn’t the only one who heard that so yay we’re all dumbasses together 😂.
(It also means I’ve grown up though ‘cause like two years ago my mind would’ve immediately gone the dirty route but now... the Master trying to find some rando named Neil is surprisingly??? Wholesome???)
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Lemme save this for later *cries* if only I had more time in my life rn
Okay I’m on ep 9 of season 4 she ra and Hordak still thinks that entrapta is a traitor and he was like “out of all of the princesses, Entrapta has yet to face me” and honestly?? Holy SHIT someone write an au where Etrapta actually defected bc she realized she was actually hurting good people. And they actually meet in battle holy SHIT THATS SO ANGSTY I DONT EVEN LIKE ANGST BUT I REALLY want someone to hurt me with this.
Fu*k if anyone finds this I’d absolutely love to read it
Does anyone know the name of the Catradora fic where Shadow Weaver erases Adora’s mind over and over whenever she catches her with Catra? Because I need to find it again it was so good.
If you're reading this...
go write three sentences on your current writing project.
I had a pretty severe experience with dermatophagia when I was 10-12. I used to strip my feet and used to end up really sore from my raw toes. I was terrified of others seeing the soles of my feet, but PE made it impossible and my fingers were only mildly better.
However, with willpower and time, I was able to stop! It took time and dedication but i managed it and today my feet are healthy! :)
dermatophagia/dermatillomania needs to be recognised more
it is a real mental issue
we can not simply stop
it is often not a form of self harm, most don’t pick for the purpose of maiming themselves
it is an addiction
we should not feel the need to be embarrassed by our skin
Thanatophobia Thoughtdump
1. If we are able to worry about it, it means we are alive right now.
2. Don’t try to envision what’s beyond it, unless you’re religious, because it’s physically impossible. Our brains don’t have the capability to imagine it.
3. I try to distract myself with the political world, as it’s much faster-paced and very grounding in how it changes so quickly.
4. Yes, I am terrified, and wondering how everyone else is happy, but then I have to remember that many of us haven’t truly lived yet. Many of us have been resigned to quiet, boring lives by overprotective parents.
5. It mostly hits you the strongest when you’re the least satisfied with your life; when there’s so much you want to achieve but you don’t want the time to pass in order for you to be able to.
6. Life is an A-Z, NOT an A-B.
7. It’s time we went searching for life’s peripheral, rather than just the tunnel.
8. Obligatory the-school-system-has-failed-us: life is prepared until you turn 18 and most children see that as being forever away. I reached 16 and then felt wrong going any further. Education for children is often centred around “don’t do this or you will DIE and it’ll be HORRIBLE” which is fine to prevent a toddler from doing something, but completely forgets that one day that toddler is going to grow up.
9. Today is in its own bubble, and I’m going to try and believe I’m okay.
Some of my story
When I was 8 years old the seeds were planted for my mental issues. By the age of 10 they were truly making themselves known in behavioural difficulties. At 12 I was given counselling for communicational management. When I was 13 that turned into visits to an NHS psychiatrist and psychologist to sort out my depression, anxiety, disordered eating, body image issues and suicidal thoughts.
It took a while but I made it back to feeling good. My anxiety persisted somewhat, but the depression was pretty much gone.
But then, last month, with me being now 17, the anxiety came back in full force worse than it’s ever been before. My doctor even wanted to prescribe me medication. I lost half a stone (7 pounds) in 10 days, lost so much sleep and woke up in cold sweats every night, and I even had to have a blood test to confirm that nothing was wrong.
But the reason for this would have shocked 13 year old me.
It was because I developed a debilitating fear of death and dying. I realised how much I love being alive and how much I haven’t been able to do yet.
I may be afraid, and I may have been miserable for weeks at a time, wondering if I should just quicken up the process (since you can’t be afraid of something that’s already happened, especially not something like that), but it has also inspired me.
I’ve taken up walking (WALKING), both alone and with friends. I even now have a couple of friends I’m going to go walking with every weekend. And, hopefully, soon I should be able to begin enjoying my ballet lessons again.
I’ve also made huge progress with my body image. This month has made me more comfortable with what I’ve been given. Soon, I’ll hopefully be happy again.
Times may be hard, but if you stay with yourself long enough to see the other side of it, you may just surprise yourself.
Recovery is hard, recovery can be slow, but recovery is worth it. It may not be the only time you have to recover but that’s just going to be another chapter.
And this post may be the most ramble-y mess I’ve ever written, but I feel like some people need to hear that they deserve to tell the world their entire story, not just a couple of chapters.
stop.
if you are in the carry on fandom, please reblog this post.
i wanna see how big we are
RWBY AU where Team RWBY are a rock band!
Seriously, this needs to be a thing. My friend really wants this to happen!
(If this is already a thing then please tell me!)
I NOTICED SOMETHING!
(I'm probably the last person to notice this)
I’m probably reading too far into this... But look at that scene! Not only was it so domestic that Victor was willing to share his drink with Yuuri (which would result in an indirect kiss!!!!), but Victor seemingly forgot for a moment that the competition was coming up!
He was so engrossed in their sightseeing that he momentarily forgot why they were there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Victor’s been competing for literally years and he still forgot. I know Victor is forgetful but this just shows how much he was enjoying their trip out together.
Reblog if yuri on ice saved your life
December 21st
No one will see this but......
You have no idea how Yuri!!! On Ice has changed my life! Not only do we have a canon gay ship, but the last episode is airing on my birthday. For someone who was told four years ago that the world was meant to end on my birthday, I’m so happy that I now have something different to remember the day by.
Victuuri has changed my life for the better so today, for the last episode, I’m wearing a blue dress as if I was at their wedding XD!