Even a spark of anger can burn down your whole life
~Alex
Do you know
I’m not me anymore
There’s nothing left to live for
You say you know everything
But why does it fails when it comes to me
Do you know
Even I don’t know who I am anymore
My brain is is slowly killing me
And I’m just letting it be
And my body is begging for me survive
But what if I don’t want to
To be called all these names
To be ashamed of myself
To HATE myself
Do you know
Your words are like knives in my heart
And these knives are tearing me apart
You took my innocence away
But for you it was just a play
Can you stop
Please STOP
Cause I don’t think I can fight anymore
Instead of telling someone how I feel, I sit on Tumblr and post about it.
It's not just other people we need to forgive. We need to forgive ourselves.
It feels like I’m drowning. I can’t breathe and every time I try to reach the surface, there’s another wave ready to crash down on me and break me again.
“I have thoughts in my head that can never be spoken.”
They’re destroying me
One day this will kill me and I can't wait for that day to come.
This life exhausts me......