Do you know
I’m not me anymore
There’s nothing left to live for
You say you know everything
But why does it fails when it comes to me
Do you know
Even I don’t know who I am anymore
My brain is is slowly killing me
And I’m just letting it be
And my body is begging for me survive
But what if I don’t want to
To be called all these names
To be ashamed of myself
To HATE myself
Do you know
Your words are like knives in my heart
And these knives are tearing me apart
You took my innocence away
But for you it was just a play
Can you stop
Please STOP
Cause I don’t think I can fight anymore
I don’t want to drag anyone into my problems. I should be able to deal with them by myself, but I fucking can’t…
It feels like I’m drowning. I can’t breathe and every time I try to reach the surface, there’s another wave ready to crash down on me and break me again.
It's not just other people we need to forgive. We need to forgive ourselves.
Instead of telling someone how I feel, I sit on Tumblr and post about it.
I need new haters, the old ones fell in love with me
When you've been cutting for the last 2 years but only in fingertips and for the first time go onto the wrist and the guilt and the satisfaction hits you like a truck is just 🌟🌟
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