I Know It’s Normal To Get Bløated And A Little Bit Bigger During Your Period Which Leads To A Temporary

The anaesthetic part doesn’t work anymore.. I feel a bit to much for my own good and it is insufferable Maybe if I ⭐️ a little bit more I can numb my emotions and be completely detached again

It’s easier to hide it when you do weightlifting lmao People will just assume that you got l3@ner by working out to see your muscles and it’s more conventionally acceptable than having an 3d.. I got the perfect excuse now hehe

DAY 23

Idk anymore haha, I sure act like I am on a daily basis but overall I don’t think I’m happy, more like grateful about the events in my life and my surroundings, friends and family

I started this journey to numb my feelings.. well I think it’s working pretty well lmao

I LITERALLY need to 3@t MORE than those FKING 800 if I don’t want to gain EVERYTHING back AAAAAAAAAAH

I don’t find the time tho.. aaaaand I’m not really hůngry either like- what am I supposed to do?

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 💃

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Snack/Lunch~ 1 corn ice cream + 1 onigiri spicy chicken Diner~ the other half of a vegetarian pizza with tempeh on top + papaya + cucumber

Total:~ 1400 💫

DAY 11

CHEESE AND BREAD A 1000000000% couldn’t live my life without them I swear hahaha

body dysmorphia core

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🏹

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 spicy cheesy sausage + 1 apple + 1 corn ice cream + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1 meat bread with kimchi + tofu and 1 egg with spicy sauce + grapes

Total:~800

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 💅

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ focaccia in cheese + chicken and egg’s salade +1 ice Americano Diner~ Ayam Goreng Rempah + Tofu and Tempe + ice Jeruk

Total:~ 1800 aaaaand… I feel sick lovely

The worst part is probably that I wanted to 3@t more today, for my m3@t@b day and I couldn’t.. At least I tried

ANYWAY

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🤍

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 ice Americano + fried chicken with mushrooms sauce + 1 omelette and veggies Snack~ 1 ice Americano Dinner~ Salmon salad + chicken broth

Total:~ 1000 🌼

I wanted to have a healthier version for lunch but they were out of stock 😭 still pretty height in protein tho so it’s okay