The Anaesthetic Part Doesn’t Work Anymore.. I Feel A Bit To Much For My Own Good And It Is Insufferable

Okay soooo, didn’t do it. I tried, really… I even ordered some føød but I don’t know if I’ll be able to eat it. I really wanted to achieve that but I feel so sick right now

Wanna know the funniest part? Even with this potential diner I wouldn’t have reached the 1800...

Okay so it’s been 3 weeks since I started and I think it’s time to add a “m3t@b day” to the routine First as a challenge, to prove myself that I’m in control and that I won’t f*€k everything up this time Second, because I don’t want to damage to much my m3t@bøl!sm and g@!n everything back just because of a wrong day And last but not least, as an experiment to see how it will affects my bød¥ (did I g@!n3d, løst or st@gn@t3d) But honestly I’m supposed to 3@t more than 2000 A DAY ?? and I really don’t know how I’ll try tho, it cannot be that hard

Still stuck at 53… at least my strength remains the same as when I started I guess FREE ME FROM THIS JAIIIIIL😫

We don’t talk enough about the upper part of the bødy, it’s a struggle really

“thigh fat” this “thigh fat” that CAN WE TALK ABOUT BACK FAT💔💔

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🌺

Total of the day :~ 1000

As always don’t count like I do lmao, I made a huge meal full of protein because I was lacking of it

Idk what to expect from the sc@le and it’s k!ll!ng me right now

I’m so scared

I’ll w3!ght myself tomorrow and I’m scared (even if I løst 1 cm around my W.. anyway)

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🤍

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 ice Americano + fried chicken with mushrooms sauce + 1 omelette and veggies Snack~ 1 ice Americano Dinner~ Salmon salad + chicken broth

Total:~ 1000 🌼

I wanted to have a healthier version for lunch but they were out of stock 😭 still pretty height in protein tho so it’s okay

They said fermented foods are good for you… Alcohol is fermented hahaha

body dysmorphia core

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🐊

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano + 1 egg Lunch~ spicy cheesy sausage + 1 apple Snack~ 1 ice Americano Dinner~ homemade protein sandwiches (it looked prettier in my head lmao) + Greek yogurt and fruit (1/2 apple and some red grapes)

Total:~ 1200

I feel better than yesterday, I was able to r3str!ct myself a little bit more but finding the right balance with protein 🌼