My Head Is Spinning, It Feels Like I’m Dancing With The Stars

Now it has become more than just a way to distract myself from negative thoughts.

Ana is a part of me.

DAY 20

5 years ago It worked It became an obsession I couldn’t stop I started to r3cøvered, felt happy and starting to get better (in a good way) I r3l@psed ✌️

My biggest flex right now is that I have a meat bread in my bag and I’m strong enough not to 3@t it

Make me feel in control weirdly

'Why do you always add random numbers in your notes app'

-God forbid a girl has hobbies 😮‍💨

Lmao i just thought about summer, I’m working in a restaurant next to the beach during this time and the good point is that I’m gonna move every day like crazy and dancing/partying every night but the bad side of it is that I will only survive on pizza and alcohol hahahaaaaa

I’m mean it’s the vibe and I shouldn’t be scared because, even with my poor summer d!3t, I always somehow loose w3!ght during this period. If it worked before why would it be different this time? But I’m still afraid.. I’m starting in 1 month and a half

I’m thinking one pizza a day + couples of drinks (and probably some extra snacks added) should be my maintenance actually 😭 I won’t have the time to count my daily intake anyway

Idk if I’ll be able to journal during this time because it gets really busy during the season so if I disappear, it’s probably because I’m doing fine, just busy. Also I won’t be able to w3!ght myself during this time but I will try to continue m3@sur!ng myself to track my progress or maintenance (and reassuring myself too let’s be honest here lmao)

Bonus points: my boss shows 3d patterns but don’t really link them to it. She always making small remarks and constantly comparing herself to me so I don’t know how I’ll be able to handle it this year.. I mean the cheque is good soooo yeah MONEY HAHAHA

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 👑

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ steamed vegetables with roasted chicken and creamy mushroom sauce + 1 ice Americano Snack~ smoothie bowl +passion fruit drink

Total:~ 1400

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🦖

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 coffee Snack~ + 1 apple + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1/2 burrata pizza + 1 green tea

Total:~ 800

It was girls night✨ so happy because I was the one proposing sharing this pizza that we previously talked about and it was soooo good, I love burrata and it was so worth it and so filling in a good way Also if anyone is wondering, no, I didn’t f@st on purpose, I just didn’t had the time to 3@t a real meal today. I personally wouldn’t recommend the f@st!ng method because it just make you wanna 3@t more when you break it and it personally make me think about føød a little to much for my own good haha

Self discipline feels so powerful

DAY 18

I meeeeean I’m a cheese lover so yeah and I had some a week ago and I won’t stop myself 3@t!ng it but in moderation and anyway real cheese can be really expensive so I save money in the same time by controlling my portions

I actually have some leftover in the fridge that I didn’t touch for a week because I didn’t felt like it. I’m proud of that haha

DAY 15

I was never able to before but I need to look “healthy enough” for other not to ask me questions Pls leave me alone🧚