Ugh This Habit Is So Hard To Break And The Longer You Pretend To Be The Host The Harder It Is To Try

Tired. Exhausted. Overwhelmed. No one wants to front. It’s hot and muggy out today so the body is disgusting and sweaty - even more so than usual. We’re feeling socially claustrophobic but there’s nowhere we can go to be alone. Can’t take a bath cuz there’s only one bathroom and two other people in this tiny ass one bedroom apartment. Can’t be in the bedroom alone cuz partner is there. Can’t be in the living room alone cuz temporary roommate is there. Can’t dissociate with headset on at the computer because one dog is whining nonstop and I am unable to figure out why he’s having such problems today (we’ve had multiple walks, he’s done all his business, he’s had food, he’s had water, and he’s had play time) - and the whining is something I can’t ignore - it’s like when … I don’t know. I’ve run out of spoons for ranting even.

I got Engineer!

I made a uquiz to find out what member of a doomed spaceship crew you are, take it to find out what member of a doomed spaceship crew you are.

I guess we have a BMO fictive who’s like a translator for headmates who don’t speak or don’t speak English.

We’re doing TikTok again. Probably YouTube again soon, too! We’re GalacticQuiltSystem on TikTok if you want to follow us there. :)

Got a whole two hours left! 🎉🎉

In true DID fashion, I've forgotten that March 5th is

🌈🌟 DID AWARENESS DAY 🌟🌈

I'm going to celebrate by dissociating

Happy awareness!

Acquiring Trinkets and Hobby Stuff: hell yeah

Moving all of your Trinkets and Hobby Stuff to a new apartment: straight up having a bad time right now

Oop

me a few years ago: why do i feel like i just came into existence when i was 12 or 13? why do i not really remember my childhood very well? why do i have such a horrible memory in general? why do my identity and behaviors vary so drastically?

me now: oh

We unfollowed them after they started calling another system on TikTok “cringe.” They’ve just gotten too messy so we wont be rewarding them with our attention anymore.

I’m so tired of seeing Aspen’s little fan base harassing people. You can be anti endo and NOT HARASS PEOPLE:

It’s not something funny to do at all.

And the fucking paranoia jokes. It’s fucked up. I do not understand why people support Aspen.

I get they use “I’m schizophrenic” as an excuse to use those “jokes” but they’re wrong to do and I would think that someone who deals with hallucinations and delusions from schizophrenia would understand the damage those jokes do.

If you agree with Aspen or just think what they do is absolutely hilarious and let them do whatever they want or support them, please do not interact with me.

I get that not every supporter will be bad, but I don’t want anything dealing with Aspen here. I’ve seen a joke from them that’s caused me distress and it’s upsetting to see that no one seems to hold Aspen accountable and just lets them do whatever.

Sure, I might be bashed, but at the same time, I refuse to support or interact with someone or a fan base that actively supports behavior like this.

The entire system tonight. Even Fiasco.