Previously known as the Quilted System. Polyfragmented DID System of 250+ The body is 35. Follows are likely from individual headmates with their own sideblogs!
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Got a whole two hours left! šš
In true DID fashion, I've forgotten that March 5th is
I'm going to celebrate by dissociating
Happy awareness!
My System naming plushies:
This is Smidgen. Sheās a precious little lamb and is the purest bean in the known world.
This is Mildew. He knows only how to create mischief and if you harm him I will detonate you.
ā¦oh yeah and thatās Twitch Chat.
Are you supportive of endogenics it doesn't say anywhere and I can't tell if I need to ignore the blog or not (no offense I just don't fw endos)
Hi there, anon! We are a traumagenic system and we believe that plurality only develops through trauma. We do not police what kind of trauma is āenoughā to cause plurality. We also donāt believe that all āendogenicā systems are faking (they may not have access to the memories of the trauma that they went through or they may be experiencing other forms of dissociation or mental health concerns), so we donāt go out of our way to attack anyone based on their system origin. I hope that makes sense.
āHey Quill! How are you doing?ā
āOh doing alright! Thanks for asking!ā
Narrator: They were in fact the farthest thing from alright.
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Weāre bodily 35 - it can be hard to find other systems about our age. But we will keep trying!
Adult Sysculture is looking for system friends that are youre age and arent freaks.
Oh that one likes kids!
Oh that ones an endo!
Oh that one doesnt know how to communicate and doesnt want to learn-
WHERE ARE ALL THE COOL SYSTEMS WE CANT BE THE ONLY ADULT SYSTEM THAT HAS NO INTEREST IN CHILDREN
We are technically an adult system but we're still only 19 so it depends how much you count that as an actual adult lol
But we get that struggle. We get it very much
Acquiring Trinkets and Hobby Stuff: hell yeah
Moving all of your Trinkets and Hobby Stuff to a new apartment: straight up having a bad time right now
OP might look into nail rings for šŗ! Just a thought - I didnāt even know they were a thing until recently!
silly system culture is some of us wanting those really long pretty bejeweled fake nails and the rest of us who would fight anyone who tries to put them on /silly
(šŗ really wants some but I, š cannot have my nails long at all)
Make a poll to decide and the looser shall start the silly kingdom /pf
Hope you can decide soon and that doesn't become a big problem, good luck!
I guess we have a BMO fictive whoās like a translator for headmates who donāt speak or donāt speak English.
The thing about being an autistic system undergoing a host change is that now all our former safe foods donāt taste the same and we have to figure out safe foods all over againā¦
The entire system tonight. Even Fiasco.
Our partner and I joke about this by saying āStand users attract stand users.ā
Weāve noticed over the years that plurals tend to sorta⦠flock together. Even as egg cartons/pre-syscovery. As an egg carton we had a friend group that was mostly other plurals; initially all of these plural friends were unaware of their plurality, but slowly things became unveiled and they came out as plural. There were also singlets present, but A WHOLE LOTTA PLURALS TOO
Later when that friend group inevitably began to fall apart (~60-80% our fault, we got better though I swear), we branched out to other communities and interests for reasons that would likely de-anonymize me, and the rp we joined was populated nearly entirely by plurals and egg cartons.
Apparently, according to our mentor system, they have a habit of, as they put it, āaccidentally hitting people with the plurality beam.ā (Or, discovering a person they met was masking as a singlet, or being the snowball that leads to someone abruptly realizing theyāre plural.)
So, is this something youāve also noticed?
haha, honestly? we've noticed it too, in the past. our closest friends for about 3-5 years (a long time ago, when we were pre-system discovery as well) turned up to be plural, last i can remember. we had a best friend for about two years who was also a system, like ourselves, that we met coincidentally. in high school, said friend had a bit of experience with others questioning whether or not they are a system as a result of knowing them. we were never too public about our system, so i can't speak for us. maybe we are all like magnets. /j
but it is definitely interesting to hear of similar experiences. thank you for sharing your thoughts!
I got Engineer!
I made a uquiz to find out what member of a doomed spaceship crew you are, take it to find out what member of a doomed spaceship crew you are.
Weāre rapid switching and blurry so we arenāt sure who is who in the following. So everyone is just āmeā
THE TALE OF MOVING HOUSE: PART BATHROOM
Way Past Me: I will gather all the bathroom items in a handful of bags so it will be easier to get that room functional again quickly.
Past Me: I need more bags than I thought. Iāll need to empty a few. Good thing the bathroom stuff is all together! Iām going to dump it all INTO the bathtub so that I canāt avoid putting stuff away in here when I want to bathe.
Slightly Past Me: CURSE YOU, PAST ME. I JUST WANT TO BATHE BUT I HAVE TO PUT ALL THE BATHROOM STUFF AWAY FIRST.
Current Me: (in the bath, having plowed through everything in about a half hour) ā¦Okay, Past Me. You win. That was smart.
Oop
me a few years ago: why do i feel like i just came into existence when i was 12 or 13? why do i not really remember my childhood very well? why do i have such a horrible memory in general? why do my identity and behaviors vary so drastically?
me now: oh
Talking to one of our dogs while weāre having a bath triggered some memories of pre-system discovery things that make so much more sense now.
Let me explain.
Valor very much enjoys stealing my towel while Iām bathing. Heāll dig around in it to make himself a little nest and then nap in the towel while I bathe.
So today Iām getting ready for a bath and I say āOh boy, Valor! Itās time for your Favorite Thing!ā referring to stealing my towel. But I know this is not actually his Favorite Thing. It is probably not even in his Top 5 Favorite Things. But because itās something he definitely enjoys, I call it his Favorite Thing.
But thatās not what āfavoriteā means. A favorite implies a single thing that is liked more than all other things. People have favorite colors and movies and books and meals. And this struck me today. Examining my use of the word, I realized that I have always treated āfavoriteā in this way - as a way to describe something I āreally really likeā not necessarily more than all others. Iāve always had āmultiple favoritesā in just about every area of life. And Iāve always just written it off as an inability to be decisive or a quirk. Other people, at their worst, have described it as me being weak-willed, wishy-washy, or conviction-less.
But itās none of those things.
Itās the fact that Iām plural. Of COURSE weāve had multiple favorite movies for as long as we can remember. āThe Care Bears Movieā has always been Madisonās favorite movie. That didnāt make Howlās Moving Castle any less Ainaās favorite movie. Nor did Leigh developing an obsession with Frozen 2 make Ainaās favorite movie and less her favorite movie. But before we knew we were plural, it seemed and felt like we had multiple favorite movies. Or multiple favorite songs. Etc.
Now Iāve got thirty years of using āfavoriteā inaccurately to undo in myself. š¤£
A poetry anthology but the poems are written by different headmates in a DID System. Is that anything?
We made it. Barely. But we made it. The weekend wonāt be long enough. But hopefully itās enough to get us through another week.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Look buddy, iām just trying to make it to Friday.
Today was one of the best days weāve had in ages. We got chores done. Fen got to spent a lot of time with Maeve (her reborn), including setting up her new stroller! Our partner made a lovely lunch. We hung out with a new friend a little bit not long enough that we got over socialized. We got to watch tv with our partner - weāve been getting through a season of Master Chef. The dogs have been very good. Fritzy was gifted a new dragon plush which meant a lot to him (heās been having a tough time lately). We got a little high. We got back to a journal we havenāt used in ages that our QPP got for us that weāre using to work toward living more openly and authentically as a System. A big thunderstorm is rolling through right now and the dogs are just sleeping through it while an hbomberguy video plays softly in the background (itās our go-to sleep video now).
Agere community - when you make your DNI banners, what dimensions do you use? Weād like to make custom ones for our side blogs that want one!
Blackout lol
Blank (mostly)
Mine:
Please feel free to participate!
We unfollowed them after they started calling another system on TikTok ācringe.ā Theyāve just gotten too messy so we wont be rewarding them with our attention anymore.
Iām so tired of seeing Aspenās little fan base harassing people. You can be anti endo and NOT HARASS PEOPLE:
Itās not something funny to do at all.
And the fucking paranoia jokes. Itās fucked up. I do not understand why people support Aspen.
I get they use āIām schizophrenicā as an excuse to use those ājokesā but theyāre wrong to do and I would think that someone who deals with hallucinations and delusions from schizophrenia would understand the damage those jokes do.
If you agree with Aspen or just think what they do is absolutely hilarious and let them do whatever they want or support them, please do not interact with me.
I get that not every supporter will be bad, but I donāt want anything dealing with Aspen here. Iāve seen a joke from them thatās caused me distress and itās upsetting to see that no one seems to hold Aspen accountable and just lets them do whatever.
Sure, I might be bashed, but at the same time, I refuse to support or interact with someone or a fan base that actively supports behavior like this.
Ugh this habit is so hard to break and the longer you pretend to be the host the harder it is to try to be YOU the next time hrhfieiiwoskfnfb
pretty much
ā Elliot
Weāre doing TikTok again. Probably YouTube again soon, too! Weāre GalacticQuiltSystem on TikTok if you want to follow us there. :)
To all the middlespace blogs we just followed - our systemās middlespace regressor blogs are:
@gq-olivia and @gq-pippa
In case youād like to follow them.
plural culture is iām so tired of all this drama with another system but there are so many relationships between us and so much anger to get out and itās all so frustrating
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Itās our birthday today. We turn 35. (Well, the body does. The majority of our headmates donāt really age right now. I donāt know if that will ever change.)
Birthdays are kind of complicated for us. Weāre smooshed right up against Motherās Day. That meant for a lot of our childhood, we were placed in situations with one of our major abusers. And as we have transitioned into adulthood, our inability to be a mother (parent in general) continues to be extremely painful for us. So itās hard to feel celebratory on the day right after we have had so many conflicted emotions about celebrating and honoring our own mother and mourning the fact that we wonāt ever be one ourselves.
But weāre going to try really hard to move past the weird feelings and celebrate ourselves this week. This WHOLE week. My planner is full of ways we can celebrate ourselves this week. And why itās worth celebrating.
Weāre gonna keep working on healing.
Because we deserve that.