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I got distracted again hehe 👉🏻 👈🏻  

Ooc but wouldn’t it be cute if it was Mello’s phone background ?  🥺 🥺

Маленький негодяй не захотел спать в кровати, поэтому пришлось укладывать на диване.

WIP

I be like “im trying my best” and then sleep 15 hours a day

happy valentine’s day!

meronia stays strong!

Я не желала, чтобы мне тамблер дал по жопке за некоторые из вещей (я не слишком уверена, что могу свободно опубликовать сюда), поэтому опубликовала всё в Твиттере и в гораздо более мягком формате, чем был изначально (я всё ещё готова обсудить детали, рассказать подробнее, но уже в личных сообщениях).

You Already Know (Yandere! Near x Reader)

Warning: Yandere behavior, stalking, manipulation.

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Growing up, you hadn’t realized the orphanage that you had resided in had a secret purpose. Most kids who were too young or too new didn’t know. At least, until you showed potential or until you grew up just enough to realize that there was a competition held among some of the top children in the House.

It was a test of intelligence, of wits. Of cleverness and survival.

You learned about L and his legacy.

You learned about the rivalry between Near and Mello (weird names in hindsight, but you couldn’t really say anything about yours).

But the thing that really affected you the most after that sudden realization was this:

Nothing changed.

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«I’m not afraid and you don’t be afraid»

А вот и долгожданная, для меня, первая встреча Лайта и Лихуа. Мне показалось очень забавным начать их знакомство... таким образом.

Статус “завершено” очень временно, я надеюсь, потому что я хочу придерживаться более хронологического порядка, а почти все мои зарисовки приходятся на подростковые года Лайта и Лихуа.

Но следующая глава у меня уже лежит в мыслях и обещает показать саму Лихуа, но уже старше, чем в первой главе.

Маленькое изображение к первой главе ;)

Лихуа Рэнделл- мой оригинальный персонаж, которая появлялась только в Ветвь вторая, к моему величайшему сожалению.

Ветвь вторая была написана весьма неожиданно для меня, ведь об этом развитии событий я думала весьма немного и нечасто. Я очень долго мучалась над описанием первой встречи Лайта и Лихуа, напряженно сверлила взглядом экран ноутбука, но ничего толком не складывалось. Всё ещё не складывается, на самом деле, но я надеюсь, что смогу с этим справиться. А Ветвь родилась импульсивно и поздно ночью, и вот я обнаруживаю себя в четыре утра в диалоге с подругой, которая редактирует мой выплеск.

Я действительно в восторге от сценария, в котором Лайт теряет Лихуа и это разбивает его. Если бы он потерял её на момент начала событий Тетради смерти, он бы это пережил гораздо легче, но на момент её смерти он был всего лишь подростком, у которого была лучшая подруга, единственный человек, который понимал его.

Я бесконечно готова говорить об их связи, об их дружбе, но этим было бы разумнее заниматься, когда я напишу что-то кроме этой печальной истории. Хотя всё равно очень хочется :)

pose by @starrysimsie

*wakes up at 9* nice

*immediately falls asleep, wakes up at noon* less nice

Hello thanks for the hcs for Little one they made my day! ❤ I'll ask you something if you don't mind! What do you think of how little the Wammy boys participated in the anime, the change they made to Near in the anime, and the fandom's hatred of the Wammy boys? Especially the hatred towards Near and Mello...

Hello Dear Anon! I am SO SORRY this got buried in my asks!!! I’m so glad you enjoyed my HCs for Little One. That makes me incredibly happy!🤗

Honestly, as much as I like the Anime, I really don’t think it did any of the Wammy Boys justice. They were the main characters for 5 and a half books and got their entire story crammed into 12 episodes (11 if you consider episode 26 is more of a recap???), so it makes sense that they feel lacking.

The worst part, for me anyway, is it felt like when episode 25 came and went, it was a big rush to get the anime over with & in that haste, the characters suffered for it. 

So let’s take a closer look at L’s successors and why they tend to not always be loved among DN fans. (Though keep in mind, regardless of how you look at it, sometime someone just doesn’t vibe with a character and that’s ok. Everyone enjoys fandom in their own way.)

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'Angelic Reeds'

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CAOS SPOILERS

oh hi also i’m a little lot fucking mad they purposefully chose not to bring caliban back. like what the fuuuuck. like i didn’t like him lots of people didn’t bc he was made to be one of the villains. but literally the very first thought i had after sabrina morningstar died was “fuck she has to go tell caliban and lucifer” but she chose not to and that just baffled me. like spending the whole season building up both sabrinas relationships and showing how much they cared for each other, you would think that sabrina spellman would have understood that she should go tell them especially since she would be doing it for sabrina morningstar, not for herself. sabrina loved caliban and in certain ways lucifer, if not she was working on it. she cared about her life with them and not only did sabrina spellman choose not to honor that but after everything, chose to let caliban die. what did he do to deserve getting taken by the void? he tried to get his wife’s body back for a rightful burial. sure, sabrina was protecting herself against the army he and lucifer brought and didn’t know she had sent them to the void, but the nail in the coffin for me was specifying for the boys not to save caliban. and the fact that she knew after all of this she wouldn’t make it, you would think then if he was released from the void he could finally give sabrina morningstar an honorable burial and mourn for her like everyone else got to do with sabrina spellman. but they didn’t even let him do that, and let him die. and it angers me so much.

Near doesn’t sleep and neither do I

Near-chan the tired millennial

If near wrote mikami’s name in the deathnote would that make him more ruthless than L?

I know that in Near’s profile in HTR13 it’s suggested that he could be more cold-blooded than L, but I personally still think it’s the other way around. While I can see why someone would say that nothing L did would be as ruthless as writing a person’s name in the Death Note yourself, I have a hard time seeing Near as worse when you look at the full picture.

Both certainly are quite pragmatic and willing to make sacrifices. But when I think of one of the very first things L did (letting Kira kill someone live on TV) and the last thing he planned (using the Death Note on an execution), I see someone who’s much more ready - and used - to use human beings as pawns.

Especially when I also contrast L considering letting Matsuda die when he infiltrated Yotsuba vs Near communicating very clearly with his team, even giving them the chance to cop out of certain dangerous missions. Near certainly seems more considerate.

Also, I can’t think of any reason why L wouldn’t write someone’s name in the Death Note, if he were in a similar situation. Personally, I see him arranging Misa’s torture as bad enough. And since we’re in the realm of speculation; the one thing I can see that could lead Near to be more cruel than L, would be that he seems more emotionally invested in the case.

But I don’t think that Near is, at his core, more ruthless or cruel than L.

Ох, какая замечательная прелесть.

Немного хэдканонов: неистово захэдил что Яо умеет танцевать и тайком учил этому Хуайсана Надеюсь, людям, умеющим в танцы не очень больно)) Some headcanons: Yao can dance and he secretly taught dance to Huaisang People who can dance - sorry if some drawn wrong

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Lavender Dreams Sims Save File!

Hey guys! I’ve been working on a new save file for a while and its finally completed! This started off as me wanting to replace my old save file for personal use but other people was interested so here we are! ALL PACKS NEEDED! This is a CC-Free save! *download link at the very bottom of post* Lots: - Only 1 lot was created by me, all the others lots are from the gallery with the creators origin id in the description of the lot. I don’t take credit for any of the builds - All lots have been replace, except for : 3 apartments in San Myshuno (my game freezes whenever I try to enter BB mode in them so be careful, others haven’t had that problem so it maybe my game) The apartments in Evergreen Harbor (I liked them as basic starter apts) and 3 lots in Windenburg (the ruins, the buff and the house with the maze in the back) - Every world has at least 1 starter and other affordable houses - There are a few houses and apts that are unfurnished - Every world has at least 1 restaurant so dine out is definitely a must have - There is a wide arrange of spas, country clubs, restaurants, gyms, coffee shops, bowling alley/arcades, parks, etc. - I tried to make sure a lot of lots are family friendly Households: - Every pre-made got a makeover by me! - There are a few new households (thank you macvsp, xSimmyTeex, and @nomorebadtownies) - There is at least 1 new household added to the bigger worlds I also added some new holidays, I plan to add more sims and clubs to the save but that will be later. I would love any suggestion you have, I plan to keep this save file updated as much as possible!

I did a video overview and gave suggestions for townies at the end: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66NsSpbevB4&t=10s

Also if use this save file please tag #LDS-Save so I can see your feedback and what you do with it! Download

One of my favourite Untamed moments of NHS so far is the soft smile of "ah, home sweet home" while everybody else are clearly "is the Unclean Realm a supervillain lair?" So, a prompt: 5 times the Nie sect's perfectly ordinary sect things got everybody else freaked out, much to NHS' puzzlement.

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Even Nie Huaisang would agree with the general consensus that he’s a useless good-for-nothing, which is why he doesn’t understand everyone’s expressions when he helped out in making dinner when they’re all night-hunting. Scorn he’d be used to, but everyone is just goggling as if he’d suddenly summoned lightning.

“Were you not planning on eating the boar or something?” he asked, looking around in confusion.

“You broke down the entire carcass into edible pieces in less than an incense stick’s worth of time,” Jiang Cheng said, voice a bit strangled. “Not just the meat pieces, but the offal, too.”

Nie Huaisang shrugged. “My clan were originally butchers. It’d be weirder if I didn’t know how to do that.”

“Could you do it to a person?” Wei Wuxian asked, eyes alight with mischief.

Jiang Cheng smacked him.

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During the preparations for the Phoenix Mountain hunt, Wei Wuxian gets a brilliant idea and starts writing furiously on pieces of paper in one of the Jin sect’s sitting room.

“Can someone get me some blood? Human, ideally, but pig will do,” he asked at one point, having already scabbed up all his fingers in making draft talismans, and when a bowl was put next to him, he doesn’t think too much about it, only happy that it didn’t seem to ever empty.

After a while, he looked up and noticed that Baxia was propped up on the table next to him, dripping blood into his bowl. Definitely human, too. There was no apparent source for it.

He stared for a while, then went to find Nie Mingjue.

“Did you just stab someone?” he demanded, and Nie Mingjue shook his head. “Then does your sword just regularly drip blood?”

Nie Mingjue shrugged. “I’ve stabbed a lot of people. Why wouldn’t it?”

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“I don’t know what the problem is,” Nie Huaisang protested. “You wanted me to watch him, he was tired, he asked for a bedtime story!”

“You told him the story about people getting made into meat pies!” Jiang Cheng hollered, holding a wailing Jin Ling in his arms. “Right after he’d had meat pies at dinner!”

“It’s tradition to tell that story over meat pies. Don’t you remember the first time I told you that story? You and Wei Wuxian both turned green.”

Jiang Cheng glared at him and comforted Jin Ling to no avail.

Nie Huaisang tapped the child’s shoulder with his fan. “Stop crying. You know what happens to little boys that lose their temper.”

Jin Ling stopped crying at once, his face pale.

Jiang Cheng looked at him, then back at a smiling Nie Huaisang, then back again. “What did you tell him now?!”

4

“Today’s not a good day for a visit,” Nie Huaisang said apologetically. “We get ghosts today.”

“You’re a cultivation clan and you allow ghosts?” Jiang Cheng scoffed.

“They come here to be purified. Anyway, they’re really cute ghosts.”

“…what?”

“Mostly animals,” Nie Huaisang said. “Side effect of cultivation by butchering – at first it was mostly livestock, but after a while we started getting all sorts. Drowned kittens, run over puppies, that sort of thing.”

“…there are puppies?” Jiang Cheng said blankly. “Ghost puppies?”

“Mm, yes. Do you want to pet some of them before they go? They’re usually not powerful enough to take more than a very small amount of yang energy, and petting them makes the purification process easier.”

“Right. Show me the way.”

5

Nie Mingjue was unconscious, having put himself between his sworn brothers and their enemies as they tried desperately to escape the trap they’d been lured into; he’d been stabbed, cut or whipped a number of times before they finally managed to break their way into the cave and escape. Lan Xichen had put him on his back, while Jin Guangyao carried Baxia, his fingers dipping down to caress the blade every few minutes.

“As much as I appreciate dage’s sacrifice, he’s probably the only one who knows his way around this maze,” Jin Guangyao said after they’d been wandering for nearly a shichen without finding anything but more cave, but he settles down a bit after Lan Xichen gives him a look. “I didn’t mean anything by it, erge, you know that. I just meant that it would be nice if we had a guide – ah!”

“What happened?”

“Dage’s saber – it bit me!”

Lan Xichen blinked. “…I’m sorry?”

“The beast head on the hilt! It bit me!” Jin Guangyao took another step, yelped again, and retreated.

Lan Xichen frowned thoughtfully and looked ahead, then turned to go down another fork. “Anything now?”

“No, it’s quiet. Why do you – no. Erge. We’re not following the directions given by a saber! Who would do that?”

“It’s not a saber, it’s Baxia,” Lan Xichen said calmly. “It’s fine. Nie Mingjue always did say Baxia had a better sense of direction than he did.”

“I thought he just meant that he didn’t have any,” Jin Guangyao said. “I didn’t think he meant…”

He trailed off, a strange look coming into his eyes.

“Do you think Baxia took it personally, back in the Sun Scorching Palace, when I said – ow!”

“Maybe you should consider apologizing,” Lan Xichen suggested, doing his best to hide a smile.

In defense of JFM. I don't think it's fair to say he was a horrible father. He had a mild personality and never yelled. If anything, he would always try to stop the arguments YZY tried to start around the kids. It's not his fault she kept going. As for his kids, YZY decided JYL's marriage before she was even born so JFM's hands were tied, but he still broke off the engagement when it seemed like it wouldn't make her happy (I doubt JZX spoke like that at LP or KT). And is LWJ bad for not picking

A-Yuan up as a kid? And even JC’s hard desire to impress his father is more from years of YZY pointing out how inferior he is TO HIS FATHER. Even YZY’s claim that he doesn’t like JC because he’s too much like YZY is her bitter declaration, not JFM’s feelings. Let’s not forget this is the same woman who says WWX may be JFM’s illegitimate son from an affair, in front of their children. And lots of parents of high status were reserved in canon. Expressive physical parents like WWX or Madame Jin towards JYL are uncommon. Just look at the Lans and Nies and Jins and Wens. I think JFM tried his best, and while he may not have been the best, he was not bad either. I feel if he had more freedom to raise his kids, he would have done a better job. With WWX, he didn’t have to consult YZY first or could just ignore her decisions, unlike with his own children.

Divorce! AU, imagine how lwj reaction when he see wwx look so happy as NHS's husband in conference.

Lan Wangji knows what he should be feeling. Relief. Happy that Wei Wuxian is doing well. His ex-husband certainly deserved a happy life after everything and Lan Wangji is ashamed to admit he added to that suffering.

He shouldn’t feel like someone had just gutted him. His hands shouldn’t be shaking and his eyes shouldn’t be burning at the sight of Wei Wuxian happily leaning into Nie Huaisang’s side like there was nowhere else he would rather be.

He shouldn’t feel like his heart was breaking and yet…

Nie Mingjue really didn’t do anything tbh(at least i don’t remember anything) Meng Yao just...killed him...he didn’t do anything!! He’s just being bigg bröther!!1!!1!1!