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oh hi also i’m a little lot fucking mad they purposefully chose not to bring caliban back. like what the fuuuuck. like i didn’t like him lots of people didn’t bc he was made to be one of the villains. but literally the very first thought i had after sabrina morningstar died was “fuck she has to go tell caliban and lucifer” but she chose not to and that just baffled me. like spending the whole season building up both sabrinas relationships and showing how much they cared for each other, you would think that sabrina spellman would have understood that she should go tell them especially since she would be doing it for sabrina morningstar, not for herself. sabrina loved caliban and in certain ways lucifer, if not she was working on it. she cared about her life with them and not only did sabrina spellman choose not to honor that but after everything, chose to let caliban die. what did he do to deserve getting taken by the void? he tried to get his wife’s body back for a rightful burial. sure, sabrina was protecting herself against the army he and lucifer brought and didn’t know she had sent them to the void, but the nail in the coffin for me was specifying for the boys not to save caliban. and the fact that she knew after all of this she wouldn’t make it, you would think then if he was released from the void he could finally give sabrina morningstar an honorable burial and mourn for her like everyone else got to do with sabrina spellman. but they didn’t even let him do that, and let him die. and it angers me so much.

In defense of JFM. I don't think it's fair to say he was a horrible father. He had a mild personality and never yelled. If anything, he would always try to stop the arguments YZY tried to start around the kids. It's not his fault she kept going. As for his kids, YZY decided JYL's marriage before she was even born so JFM's hands were tied, but he still broke off the engagement when it seemed like it wouldn't make her happy (I doubt JZX spoke like that at LP or KT). And is LWJ bad for not picking

A-Yuan up as a kid? And even JC’s hard desire to impress his father is more from years of YZY pointing out how inferior he is TO HIS FATHER. Even YZY’s claim that he doesn’t like JC because he’s too much like YZY is her bitter declaration, not JFM’s feelings. Let’s not forget this is the same woman who says WWX may be JFM’s illegitimate son from an affair, in front of their children. And lots of parents of high status were reserved in canon. Expressive physical parents like WWX or Madame Jin towards JYL are uncommon. Just look at the Lans and Nies and Jins and Wens. I think JFM tried his best, and while he may not have been the best, he was not bad either. I feel if he had more freedom to raise his kids, he would have done a better job. With WWX, he didn’t have to consult YZY first or could just ignore her decisions, unlike with his own children.

Лихуа Рэнделл- мой оригинальный персонаж, которая появлялась только в Ветвь вторая, к моему величайшему сожалению.

Ветвь вторая была написана весьма неожиданно для меня, ведь об этом развитии событий я думала весьма немного и нечасто. Я очень долго мучалась над описанием первой встречи Лайта и Лихуа, напряженно сверлила взглядом экран ноутбука, но ничего толком не складывалось. Всё ещё не складывается, на самом деле, но я надеюсь, что смогу с этим справиться. А Ветвь родилась импульсивно и поздно ночью, и вот я обнаруживаю себя в четыре утра в диалоге с подругой, которая редактирует мой выплеск.

Я действительно в восторге от сценария, в котором Лайт теряет Лихуа и это разбивает его. Если бы он потерял её на момент начала событий Тетради смерти, он бы это пережил гораздо легче, но на момент её смерти он был всего лишь подростком, у которого была лучшая подруга, единственный человек, который понимал его.

Я бесконечно готова говорить об их связи, об их дружбе, но этим было бы разумнее заниматься, когда я напишу что-то кроме этой печальной истории. Хотя всё равно очень хочется :)

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