Since September wasn't my month I decided that in october i would track all my intake and everything else here.
I did fail myself and today on top of that I ate like a pig because I was consume with this hunger. So many unnecessary calories, so many things I don't even like and yet I still ate it.
I could cry, but I'm no bitch. Sure I failed and I have these silly little downs and thoughts that just push me to eat, I know in the end it will be okay. I just need to be better and forgive myself when I slip.
Therefore, october will be my month.
I started a whole new routine and it's so much better than it was.
As much as I don't like working out and sweating I decided to put effort in.
An hour and a half on the treadmill is not that much.
You are sure you will lose weight fast.
You are sure you will drop kilos.
You are sure the number will go down.
You are sure you will f@st for longer periods.
You are sure you will stop b!nging.
You are sure you will r3strict more.
You are sure you will prg when you need to.
You are sure your metabolism will speed up.
You are sure hunger will go away.
You are sure you will see a thigh gap soon.
You are sure you have the self-discipline to f@st.
YOU GOT THIS. KEEP GOING. YOUR STRONG ENOUGH.
I wish to get my main dc acc back :((
reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
Edblr how are we
The week been so shitty goddamn. I wanna tear all my organs out. Yippee.
me to me:
don’t you dare fucking quit! You’re literally almost there!! You got what 4 more hours left in your fast?? Don’t be a chicken shit and just do it!!! Do stop don’t stop don’t stop!!! You gotta fucking want it!!! You don’t wanna keep going?? Then why the fuck did you start to begin with?! Push like you fucking mean it!! Don’t you dare eat that!! Just a few more hours don’t wuss out!
You coward!!
I am so bad at blogging my things lmaoo. At least i didn't eat today, tristamp kept me distracted for a little while 💕💕
Broke my 60 hour fast with some tuna today. (To be honest I don't remember what exactly I wanted to note down, because I am writing this on the 13th so im sorry)
I really want to restrain myself from snacking on things while I cook and/or bake, because I ate so many seedless cherries, what wouldn't be a problem, but they were kept in a sugary water that preserves the cherries for longer and ugh. I don't even know how I should estimate that.
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➁ Plain black coffee 200ml - 0 cal
➀ Pickwick green tea 250ml (strawberry & lemongrass) - 0 cal
➀ Tuna with tomatoes - 157 cal
➅ Shrimp chips 13g - 45 cal
➀ Cinnamon roll - 199 cal
➃ Choco-coconut balls - 431 cal
Water - 1,7l/2l
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Steps - 6953/10000 - 281 cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal