Reminder For Anyone Who Might See This;

I don’t know how to deal with all of this grief in my body

I’m going to try to use AI to calorie count instead of doing it myself because I feel depressed and lazy~

I wanted to take a piece of chocolate while with my family… and they told me that I am too fat to eat crap like that.

#bestspo lol

each time i eat or think about food i feel like such a fake

I don’t feel proud about throwing my grandma’s food in the trash…. And pretending I ate it….

But I feel like I feel guilty if I eat it and I’ll feel guilty if I don’t…. Might as well not eat something that is carb heavy and fat heavy and I didn’t feel good after eating it yesterday.

I don’t know if I’m over explaining just to make myself feel better about throwing away her cooking…

But I did it so anyway. Going to go watch TV.

me every time i take a shower:

Did a Pilates class this morning and I sweat like a fucking pig, I feel disgusting. But at least all my muscles burn now. I hope the fat burns away with it.

The day I start counting calories for the drop of olive oil I use, it’s over for you beaches

my tumblr is my private secret account

reminder that despite being an ana blog, fatphobia is not welcome here!

all bodies are welcome, all bodies are beautiful. scars, fat, stretch marks, whatever.

just because I have a mental disorder which affects my perception of myself does not mean I condone mistreatment of others.