What Did You Do To Being Called A Creep?

rawr, x3, pounces on you, yeah yeah that’s all well and good but where’s the passion? where’s the artistry? what aspect holds a mirror up to the audience and makes them confront their own biases and the blood on their own hands? I once killed a man in Reno just to get in the headspace to write my hit outlaw country-western song “I Killed a Man in Reno” but I’m past that phase. Now I hope to enter the hot space of 21st Century pre-apocalyptic furry-core laconicism. What does “rawr” mean? What does it mean to ME? This is my nirvana, this is my hero’s journey, this is my arc of the convenient. How are we supposed to perceive the voice of reason when my inner-dialogue kicked the bucket long before I got around to it? I killed a man in Reno.

instead of pouring water in your pill bottles you ought to piss in them

Oh that’s so insanely unbelievably hot. I know it’s an awful idea but I might have to do it. I’ll keep you updated.

This was kind of a lie ig lol

I’m definitely a girl right now and I am actively sabotaging any possible boyification.

I can’t wait for your guy self to win. Do you think it’ll be long before it happens?

At the moment I’m the girl self so I can say something from kind of a different angle.

When I want to be a guy I take a lot of steps towards masculinization and try to sabotage my “girl self”

When I’m a girl I never really get more feminine. I never try to fix things. In fact I still engage in this detrans stuff.

It’s like… I’m just genuinely not in the mindset of BEING a girl ever anymore. A lot of the time I WANT to be a girl, like I used to be, but I’m just… not one. If I try to be all feminine it feels like I’m faking it. Like I’m crossdressing. I want so badly to go back to feeling comfortable as a girl, I just can’t seem to anymore.

So to answer your question, I’m not sure it will be long.

please someone come in my dms are scrub any hint of femininity out of my head!!!

I need to be brainwashed out of touch with my feminine side, just completely erased and out of touch with anything remotely feminine

Honestly I’m finding that I’m afraid to go out in public looking like a guy. It’s intimidating. What if someone recognizes me? I need some encouragement.

please please please but also it could be a girl too maybe

god i just. i need a detransed Daddy, ideally older but i'm not fussy, to just take full control of my detransition. no asking what i want, just taking the reins and turning me into exactly the boyfriend he wants, whether that's a manly skinhead leatherfag or a prissy sissy crossdresser, i just NEED a cured man to choose for me

I’m two months away from bottom surgery—and losing myself forever to this fakegirl delusion.

Help me beat this addiction…

Every 1 Note = Masturbate to this kink

Every 5 Notes = Don’t take HRT for a week

Every 10 Notes = Don’t shave for a week

25 Notes = Cut my hair short

Every 50 Notes = Present as a guy in public for 1 week

75 Notes = Stop taking HRT for good

100 Notes = Cancel my last laser appointment before surgery (Deadline May 7th)

125 Notes = Stop using my girl voice

150 Notes = Correct people to use he/him

175 Notes = Maintain permanent facial hair

200 Notes = Cancel my surgery (Deadline June 3rd)

225 Notes = Start taking

250 Notes = Come out as a man to my family

Question 24, 26 and 30 💖

24. Not only do I pee standing up, I often do it into the bathtub out of laziness.

26. Blue or Green? I usually prefer green.

30. I am a confused boy! Well not even that confused anymore. The reason why is complicated and I don’t want to be the type of man that’s introspective.

new development!!!

I tried thinking of myself as a “femboy” and… something clicked. I *liked* it. Not just in a kinky way that made me feel dysphoric in a horny way, no. It made me feel *good* about myself. Like, maybe I AM a femboy.

me: *becomes an alcoholic but in a cute and sexy way*