Question 24, 26 And 30 💖

I’m fully postop and completely passable and yet detrans kink stuff turns me on so much more than anything else. What should I do?

I was also totally passable and yet here we are. Heck I could still be totally possible if I wore the right clothes and put a wig and makeup on, but here we are. With regard to being post-op, that does make it a little tougher but I think that almost makes it hotter? I think you should detrans for the kink and not question your doubts at all.

How many cunts have you bred?

2 but I didn’t cum inside so I’m not sure if that counts as “bred” hope to increase that number significantly.

missing a dose of hrt to "maybe i'm actually just a femboy after all" to proud real man who doesn't do any of that girly stuff anymore pipeline

1, 5, 8, 10, 11, 17, 19~

1. I haven't measured it in ages, as far as I know it's 8 inches but that could be way off if I did it wrong. It's very thick

5. The veins on it are not visible at all no

8. I jerk off a lot, I'm addicted, sometimes I cum around 5 times a day

10. I've actually never had a wet dream as far as I know

11. I don't know if anyone has accidentally touched me there, but if they did I would love it.

17. I don't really rate girls but I should definitely start doing that.

19. I've definitely been called a creep, especially recently

Normalize cute, cis-passing trans girls throwing it all away and becoming hairy, masculine, straight alpha males.

Normalize pretty trans icons that inspired a new generation of trans girls completely transforming into perverted, transphobic dude bros.

Normalize girls that started hrt early and never finished male puberty going off estrogen and letting their real adult body finally develop.

Yes this is from personal experience. Yes I used to be a slightly well known trans Internet personality. No, I'm certainly not anymore :)

and at this point it's much more than just a kink.

Been hearing from a lot of people that they find my genuine public exploration of my gender identity really hot because I’m clearly also still jacking off to it and because clearly this is a very real thing for me. Honestly it’s a lot of internalized transphobia. I want to be a cis girl not a trans girl, and if I can’t I might as well just be a cis guy.

I think maybe I should shave my head again. Trap myself in this for longer.

reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are

Welp okay at least I have an explanation for things now.

I just had an appointment with my psychiatrist and he put two and two together that I actually have a rare condition that causes episodes of sleeping too much, hypersexuality, psychosis, and extremely impulsive behavior, among other things.

This is probably why every once in a while I have a stretch of a month where I’m constantly sleeping and when I am awake I can do nothing but goon in increasingly self-destructive ways.

Feels kinda nice to know I have a medical condition and I’m not just a loser.

The other cool thing about it is that in most people it goes away some point before they turn 30 meaning that I might actually have a functional life before long.

anyone come in my dms and ask me anything

Need to be a good boy and tell my deadname real name to people in my messages

Even when I was a girl this was the kind of girl I tried to be lol