Not Pr0 Just For Myself - Blog Posts

hey, does anyone know of any positive pro 4na forms (as positive as a pro 4na form can be)

I’ve been trying to find one with a good community where people can figure there shit out together

I really just want a place where I can talk to people about struggles and talk to people who have been through similar experiences without the toxicity of Twitter, and more directly interactive than Tumblr.

Anyway, comment or message me if you know any good ones <3

everyday i have to remember im doing this for him it keeps me going

i just want a thigh gap 😢

how many calories do you eat a day?

I fast most of the time but when I eat it’s always under 500 cals + 100 cals for my morning coffee. 🤗

I don’t recommend this as I keep losing my sight and hearing due to malnourishment which is scary but I just can’t eat.

Stay safe x

Egh I’ve hit a plateau and keep jumping around the 72kg mark and it’s making me want to kms

Any tips of getting out??

Tips please

Ugh I need to lose weight as quickly as possible, I’m currently on the fix it fast diet (pictured below) day 3 but I’ve barely lost anything so far.

!!!Any tips are helpful!!!

Anyways,

I have a blood test today and I am terrified of the results but also hope that it’s starting to show my hard work (yes ik that’s sick but still I want to be as sick as possible). I take so many vitamins it’s ridiculous!

Stay safe and comment tips（╹◡╹）♡

Stats - Active 7/22

I DO NOT ENCOURAGE STARVING, PURGING, PROANA OR ANYTHING THIS IS A COPING TOOL

17 - 75kg/150lbs - 164cm/5’3 - BMI 27

Goals & rewards

GW1 ~ 80kg/176lbs -🔓New shirt

78kg/171lbs -🔓

74kg/163lbs -🔓

GW2 ~70kg/154lbs - 🔓Waist beads

68kg/150lbs - 🔓

GW3 ~ 65kg/143lbs - 🔒Brandname pants

62kg/136lbs - 🔒

58kg/127lbs - 🔒

UGW~ 55kg/120lbs - 🔒Dunno yet

A little about me

Ive had an Ed since I was 8 unfortunately and it went from BED to ANA with b/p subtype since then

I fast as long as I can as eating nothing is easier than eating a little, the longest being 127 hours (6 days). Whenever I eat something I purge it regardless of it being a binge or not, I’ve been trying not to but it’s really hard to sit with the feeling.

Feel free to bully me with meanspo, sweetspo and whatever