"im Going To Sleep" Aka Gonna Close My Eyes And Imagine Things In My Head

having grown up money is so great because when your bestie has a car crash, you can just buy her a Sephora gift card. it's ok queen your vibes are safe with me

I didn't say it can't be my note 🤠

if there's at least one note at this post, I'll start writing a Symon Holl/OC (me) smooshin booties

Kesaro Kibener made that post

no relationship is stronger than girl/the media she obsessed about when she was 13

tagged by @vice-president-galade and @wokeupandchoseviolence - thank you! ❤️

last song: Blue Hotel by Chris Isaak (gym playlist, nothing like deadlifting to moody 80s)

last film: Conclave (yesterday!)

last book: Tell Me An Ending by Jo Harkin - for my book club, picked after finishing Severance S2 with the girls

last tv show: for myself - Forever on Netflix (needed something chill), with people - Severance (obsessed)

sweet/savory/spicy: I have an insane sweet tooth, I could live on pastries only

relationship status: 💖💖 married 💖💖

last thing i googled: "pov you are water" for a dumb cat meme hehe

looking forward to: tonight! cinema (The Surfer, Nick Cage supremacy) and taco bowls for dinner + eurovision

current obsession: my OC who I keep inventing head canons for lol

Tagging! @poetikat @chavatangakwunua @act-iv

to be loved is to be known

Czechia - 🤨 displeased

Luxembourg - this is weird (compliment). also catchy. approved

Israel - whats the etiquette on talking about Israel now. abstain

Germany - kinda giving charli xcx. epilepsy warning

Serbia - i think it's a love song, I don't approve of love songs in Eurovision purely because they lack the insaniy

Finland - (pre watching: extremely high expectation ater Cha Cha, the Finnish are always on their bullshit) I don't know. I think they might have fallen victim to my high expectations.

Eurovision semifinals liveblogging

Australia - appropriately insane, approved

Montenegro - very artsy which is not what I expect from a Eurovision song

Ireland - praise Laika, approved

Latvia - I see the vision but not the eurovision

Armenia - I feel like I'm watching an Imagine Dragons video (derogatory)

yo Pabel writing a yearning poem under a pseudonym is the biggest give away that he is a flagrant homosexual

bigger than me doing it crazy style with him 5 minutes later

i fully believe that to write fanfics, you have to be the most obsessed down bad psycho stalker pathetic loser (all compliments) to get into the heads of the characters

particularly with romance particularly with smut bc wdym i wrote that filth about a middle aged fictional minor-character politician

all that to say i have a cleansing ritual which is screaming in my car to love is embarassing by olivia rodrigo. you just scream about being a loser for a man and let it go. its like sage.

lmk if you have a cleansing ritual

i'm glad the ancient tradition of hating eurovision juries is still followed

wtf you dumbasses