My Biggest Fear Is Being Like My Mother

Now on your 33 of my 48 hour fast

…and I’m bored again 😂 still feel fine, but I finished binge watching the thing I was watching on Netflix and am at a bit of a loss now 😅

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💕 over 18yo

💕 struggles with eds or body issues

💕 posts ed related content

I lost my account and lost all my moots and friends, so I'm trying to find them again and also follow more folks. Used to be @tobetheprettygirl

Also ate wayyy more of the Chinese takeout than I’d originally planned 😅 at least I haven’t eaten anything else today though… I guess…

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at

I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

The answer = probably not ridiculous!

I’m about 22 hours in and am down to 198lbs already!! I’m actually so happy and can’t wait to see what my weight will be by tomorrow morning

I know most of that will be water weight, but still!

My 48 hour fast has begun!

Start weight is 204lbs 😭

So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

Even if it technically “could have been worse”, you still deserved better. Please don’t forget that.