So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!
Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol
I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone
Guess who just started another fast 🤭
Only gonna be able to do 24 hours this time since my boyfriend is back. He’s at work tomorrow tho, so he’ll only be around for dinner. Just finished my dinner so just won’t eat anything until around this time tomorrow
I feel disgusting rn… not necessarily from a weight perspective. Just in general. But yay, another fast
I said no to halloumi fries and I’m really proud!!
He’s having some because he’s kinda hungry and asked if I wanted any, but I managed to say no ☺️
That moment you realise you got to 179lbs last year and if you’d just not been an idiot you could have weighed even less rn… fuck… well, if I felt like eating anything at all for lunch (was probably just going to be like two wraps by themselves), I definitely don’t now lol so I’m just gonna not 🤷🏼♀️
I don’t feel like a person I feel like a disorder with a body
There’s so many shoutouts to mentally ill people who still manage to succeed at school or work and it’s not that they don’t deserve praise and respect, but here’s to the mentally ill people who
Get bad grades
Fail classes
Dropped out of school
Lost their job
Are unemployed
Are on welfare benefits
Rely economically on family members or a partner
Your worth isn’t defined by how productive you are or whether you live up to society’s demands and expectations and you are just as worthy of respect and compassion as the mentally ill person who juggles a university education with a full time job.