Now On Your 33 Of My 48 Hour Fast

That moment you realise you got to 179lbs last year and if you’d just not been an idiot you could have weighed even less rn… fuck… well, if I felt like eating anything at all for lunch (was probably just going to be like two wraps by themselves), I definitely don’t now lol so I’m just gonna not 🤷🏼‍♀️

Just over 9 hours into my 48 hour fast. Feeling pretty good! Only issue so far has been intense boredom… with my boyfriend gone and not eating anything, I’m just really bored haha

So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

Also dreading this weekend because it’s his birthday on Friday and this idiot promised to bake him a birthday cake 🤦🏼‍♀️ and he wants to go out for a meal on Saturday as well…

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

Actually can’t wait until I can fast next week 😫

The Monster Saga

(me trying the different flavours)

Ultra Black

My rating: 8.5/10

Review: My second favourite flavour I’ve tried so far! Not sure it really tastes like cherry (which is what it’s supposed to taste of), but it’s nice 😊

Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at

I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid

Even if it technically “could have been worse”, you still deserved better. Please don’t forget that.