Hi Loveliez !
Hi loveliez !
I hope everyone is fine. I just wanted to say that I'm recovering and that's why I'm less active. Everyday I'll be online to respond to my buddies but that's all. It's complicated but I know I can do it again. <3
Never forget that you deserve to eat, you deserve to be happy and you deserve to be loved for who you are. <3
XoXo.
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Starving is hard, but being fat is harder.
I have a real problem with my thighs.. đ
its so annoying i have thin arms and a toned back but MY TUMMY AND THIGHS ARE SO F4T
Going to bed to avoid b1ng1ng :)
My f@tass brain the second I close my eyes
I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.
I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
i don't feel sick enough to have an ed
why the fuck it's so hard to lose thigh fat
reblog if you're looking for an ana buddy to help keep eachother motivated and accountable <3
Donât eat, itâs easier than counting calories.
Donât eat, then you canât gain weight.
Donât eat, youâll save money.
Donât eat, youâre not hungry anyway.
Just donât eat.
No one tells you about the negative sides of âď¸ving. No one warns you about the impact it has on your relationships. No one tells you that youâll start to gauge your size based on everyone else in the room. Thereâs no verbal explanation for why your relationships start falling apart, it just happens. Youâre bitchier, you complain more, youâre exhausted so often you rarely want to go out because youâre too tired to move. Too tired to have to deal with the spots in your vision as you try to stand, and the wooziness as you walk up a flight of stairs.
You just bleed a bit on the inside. Fall a little further down the hole. Starve a little more often. Perhaps if you lost a little weight, theyâd like you more. I hate the comments I get. From family, from old friends. âYou look so thin,â âI couldâve sworn you had anorexia when I first saw you, but you ate just fine.â Yeah, then I didnât. For another few days, just so I stay consistent with my weight loss. For my strong will to be slimmer than the others, like I once was. It outmatches my weak desire to connect with people by far too much. Yet Iâm okay with that. Whatever it takes. Whatever I lose, to be at that goal weight.
quick reminder: take your vitamins â¨
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â # đ Peachez, 20 years old, suffering from 4n4 since 4 years and tries to recover !! * đ˝
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