I have a real problem with my thighs.. 💔
its so annoying i have thin arms and a toned back but MY TUMMY AND THIGHS ARE SO F4T
I am constantly haunted by the fear of making myself infertile. Dont know what I would choose between my children and my dream body xx
I don't like ⭐ving myself but yes, I have this secret that I try to hide. ( I secretly hope that someone can see it one day.. )
i love starving myself
nobody knows what i’m doing, i walk around with a secret, and i love it
i don't feel sick enough to have an ed
do you guys also feel like your €d isn‘t valid because you‘re not th1n enough for people to worry?
•block don’t report!•
Seeing my thighs is enough of a motivation
I WANT SLIM LEGS NOOOWWW
100 Reasons To Be Th1n
⭒ To always be cold
⭒ To know anything being said about me behind my back is out of envy
⭒ To be too small to find anything at a store
⭒ To have people worry
⭒ To have people be jealous
⭒ To be able to wear bracelets as garters
⭒ To make him touch me gently
⭒ To make people think I’ll break
⭒ To never have to cover myself
⭒ To never be shamed for not looking put together
⭒ To feel my bones hit against each other
⭒ To change the dosage
⭒ To never hit fat
⭒ To always turn heads
⭒ To be able to say “I guess its just my metabolism” when asked how I stay thin
⭒ To never have gaps on button downs
⭒ To always be the smallest in a room
⭒ To never be offered someones leftover
⭒ To say “lets get something to share” and only eat 2 bites
⭒ To never feel greedy when eating at a function
⭒ To have a hunger high 24/7
⭒ To always feel my heartbeat
⭒ To never have to hide what I eat
⭒ To say yes to going out for food without feeling like a pig
⭒ To have people ask “are you sure you dont want something to eat” out of concern instead of malice
⭒ To be called fat as a joke and know its a joke
⭒ To have a hollow face
⭒ To always be hydrated
⭒ To make people think I eat clean
⭒ To feel the fat leaving my body every time I breathe
⭒ To never spill out of jeans
⭒ To always need a belt
⭒ To have tshirts fall off my shoulder
⭒ To look thin even in big clothes
⭒ To make everything around me look bigger
⭒ To move without a sound
⭒ To blackout
⭒ To be a lightweight
⭒ To be told to eat a burger
⭒ To be told I need help
⭒ To be told im beautiful
⭒ To feel beautiful
⭒ To actually accept compliments
⭒ To never feel like people are being nice to prove a point
⭒ To never think someone is being nice to laugh at me later
⭒ To walk away from any argument knowing they’re the bigger person
⭒ To never be asked out on a dare
⭒ To never be ignored by a group of guys
⭒ To make him concerned about my health
⭒ To be lightheaded
⭒ To see stars everywhere
⭒ To never want to sleep
⭒ To focus everything on school
⭒ To redefine what food is to me
⭒ To be in control of my health, mind, and body
⭒ To never wonder if Im being excluded because Im fat
⭒ To never be the one taking the group photo
⭒ To never make a boxspring creak
⭒ To never sweat
⭒ To walk slow and enjoy it
⭒ To breathe deeper
⭒ To love being outside
⭒ To never wondering if an outfit looks good or not
⭒ To train myself to never need to look at a nutrition label
⭒ To be able to wear everything I thrift
⭒To never be worried that im bring judged for what im eating
⭒ To always hurt
⭒ To never need makeup
⭒ To never need s*x
⭒ To never think an outfit would look better on someone else
⭒ To have my bones dig into everything
⭒ To barely raise the water in the bathtub
⭒ To never feel hot in the shower
⭒ To wrap my hands around my waist
⭒ To never drop a deuce lol
⭒ To say “do you want a cookie?” in an argument and someone get mad
⭒ To be on peoples minds
⭒ To shrink my stomach
⭒ To be so hungry that I dont know what it feels like to feel hungry
⭒ To always decline food
⭒ To be allowed to be picky
⭒ To never feel greedy
⭒ To save money
⭒ To make people kind to me
⭒ To make people think I hate junk food
⭒ To never need to step on a scale
⭒ To never purge
⭒ To never binge
⭒ To have more room on a plane seat
⭒ To never be judged for having a soda
⭒ To never need to be weighed at a water/amusement park
⭒ To never get stares of disgust
⭒ To never be though of as low brow
⭒ To be able to walk though a thin barred fence
⭒ To never worry if anything will break under me
⭒ To never worry that my old clothes will rip
⭒ To use less soap
⭒ To feel clean
⭒ To feel euphoric
⭒ To feel like who Im supposed to be
be the skinniest girl in the room ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Thigh gap check !
TW : 4n0rex1a ( I'm in recovery ! I just wanted to share the fact that you don't need to loose weight to be pretty AND you have to getting weight again to be healthy and alive. )
After loosing 12 kg in 5 months ! ( I REALLY DON'T RECOMMEND YOU TO DO THAT ! IT'S DANGEROUS FOR YOUR HEALTH ! )
Please, take care of yourself. You worth it.
Xoxo. <3
☆ # 🍊 Peachez, 20 years old, suffering from 4n4 since 4 years and tries to recover !! * 🌽
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