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having anorexia has caused me to develop some sort of binge eating disorder too bcuz of food deprivation. now i’m gaining instead of losing. wtf ana this isn’t what i signed up for

tw/ed

having an ed is drinking coffee all fucking day long, fantasizing about your next shit, craving the hollow feeling of starvation, but loving food more than anyone else ever.

what you eat in private, you wear in public.

dont binge.

I really wanna have abs

i wanna just starve myself to death but i’m not skinny enough to die yet.

My boyfriend is going to take me to his place for the rest of the month so I can't fast for an extended period of time so I'm going to attempt the Fix it Fast diet. I always wondered if it actually works and now I'm going to find out. If I eat more than intend I'll have to exercise it off or the day is a fail.

Idk my CW but I'll keep you updated ❤ wish me luck✨ Feel free to send meanspo and sweetspo cause I'll probably need it

So i basically get so used to hide behind some excuses and developed binging cycles for a year. I was the person who eats out once in a year but now almost three or four days a week i order food outside. Thats insane and i didn’t even workout. I gained so much weight. I have to get my shit back together. So this is what i’m going to do.

💛Drink 2-3 Liters every day.

💛Applying some diet plans so i will eat in order.

💛Daily workouts.

Here is my workout program;

Strech in the morning for 30-40 minutes.

In the noon before swimming 15 minutes stretch, 15 minutes of workout program.

Swimming for one or one and a half hour.

After swimming stretches and body care.

In the evening one hour workout.

Exercises in the program;

i hit my first gw!!

i was 123 lbs a year ago.

i am now 2.5 inches taller, and at the same weight. this feels euphoric :)

i’ve officially lost 10 lbs! 20 more to go