Ugh-skinny - Tw

having anorexia has caused me to develop some sort of binge eating disorder too bcuz of food deprivation. now i’m gaining instead of losing. wtf ana this isn’t what i signed up for

i wanna just starve myself to death but i’m not skinny enough to die yet.

what you eat in private, you wear in public.

dont binge.

(does one thing) hm i think i deserve a little reward :) (walks around in circles listening to music for three hours)

I've spent a few weeks creating this routine, I hope you enjoy it!

First I stretch out my entire body, that usually takes 5-10 minutes depending on how long I hold each stretch

15 jumping jacks

25 situps

10 squats

25 butt bridges

20 mountain climbers

25 leg drops

25 bouncing lunges, each side

15 jumping jacks

25 situps

1 minute plank, do it in increments of 15 seconds with a 5 second break between each increment

I repeat this routine 2 or 3 times throughout the day depending on my energy levels.

I finish off with another full body stretch.

I’m so ready to lose all my extra fat so I can start gaining even more muscle. The only thing standing in my way of being as perfect as I want to be is myself.

I can do this!

am i the only one who’s having trouble remembering things? i feel like my ed has caused my brain to go slower and it feels overcrowded all the time, i keep screwing up and saying incorrect things without even realizing it :/

I really wanna have abs

Day 8

ed shows/movies you recommend?? i’ve seen supersize vs super skinny and to the bone :)