Mushroom Medley With Reindeer Lichen By Jill Bliss.

If you're not desperate enough to make it yourself, you don't deserve to eat it

Everytime you say „no” to food you say „yes” to skinny

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

Isn't it correct to be picky with what enters your body?

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Excessive sugar, grease, and calories are poison.

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Water bears life.

Tea adds spice.

Fruits are sweet, clean, and light.

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Greens keep the mind clear.

Mint keep the breath fresh.

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All you need is there.

Poisoning yourself with anything else is a waste of time, money, and potential.

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You know what to choose.

You're smart.

Stay safe and beautiful <3

This would probably fix me

You have to be EMPTY to LOOSE WEIGHT.

If you KEEP EATING you'll be FAT babe, that's how this cruel world works

im so hungry but im trying to fast 24 hours. uhg

I've been sick the last few days and i think ive lost weight. i look forward to weighing myself tomorrow.

Use your triggers as instruments of transformation