I Just Realised That People Don’t See Me The Same As I Was Just A Few Month Ago, As A Skinny 45kg Beautiful

Basically, I sadly failed my bonesp0 fucking diet. I held onto it for about 4 days, and everything was going great, until a friend of mine decided to FORCE me to eat pizza with her.

She wanted to eat pizza really bad at my place, so I was like “alright, sure, I’m gonna feed you girl”, but then when the pizza was ready she stared going onto me and told me that she won’t eat until I will eat a slice of pizza too, and since she was really hungry it would be MY fault that she wouldn’t eat.

I ended up eating the pizza and then eating around 2000 ckalories every day until Tuesday..

Literally so fucking embarrassing. Now I’m trying a 400ckal deficit.

Wish me luck ;,].

Probably needed a hug, got a personality disorder instead 🥴

TW! Scary

Hunger nausea

Reblog if you cried

THIS is representation.

i dont see nearly enough queer shit on edblr. which like, if the majority of a group is cishet women, sure, not gon happen but im here to give a couple reminders

• if you arent a girl, your ed is not any less valid (if you ARE a girl, your ed is not any less valid)

• you can have an ed without the “goal” of looking “more feminine” (you can have an ed with the “goal” of looking “feminine”)

• you can post about having an ed and being queer/a therian/disabled

its a disorder, everyone can have it

Someone asked me what I looked like before getting fat, so here’s a pic of me in my prime (at my lw which was 45kg)

I’m almost 23 fucking hours into my fast, let’s gooo-

After binging yesterday late in the evening, I’m finally starting the “to the bones” diet.

It was my fav one in the day and works soo well!

sw: 56,2 kg

gw: 46 kg

ugw: 43 kg

Wish me luck! ;]

I’m starting a wl challenge!!! 💕

I’ve decided to defeat the fatty in me by going on a 600ckal deficit for two weeks, and my MAIN GOAL is to aim for 50% protein intake

Protein diet once got me from 55kg to 45kg just in about a month, and I was toned af (I was literally getting complimented from random by passers every day)

Also, I’m doing a harsh gym challenge: every day for those two weeks I will go to the gym to get rid of the fat and build core muscles instead

Also, fasting for 16 hours every day is acquired

There’s also one more rule: only eating 1,5 hours before and after the gym workouts, since it’s the best for muscle gain and quick weight loss

I’m also planning to post my meals on here so I feel too ashamed to binge or not get those 50% of protein intake

Anyone wanna join the challenge? ;]

i cannot be ugly and fat. like pick a struggle bitch damn

After three months and 10+kg I’ve decided to sit down in my one top and shorts… and this was my sign to lock tf in again.

Meansp0 is appreciated in comments ;].