Worst feeling is, when you go on the scale with clothes on and think maybe the number is high because of the clothing.
So you take them off and go on the scale again, but turns out you are actually that f4t. ๐
Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.
But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.
Sometimes I imagine myself skinny, like flat stomach, small thighs and legs, small arms, small chest and there's this deep yearning that I feel lol ๐ญ
I hope he regrets what he did to me.
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i donโt wanna be here anymore.
Maybe if I was Skinner he would have loved me more.
Purr
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itโs actually easy:
eat less, weigh less
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the way i hate everything about myself rn
People- why are you starving??
๐๐ฝgod forbid a girl save money and food in this economy.
Cravings are your haters praying you get fatter. Probe them wrong!!!
โ๐๐+ ๐๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ!!! ๐๐.๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ - ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค, ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ. ๊ณ.๐โเผ หโโบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ . ๊ณ.๐โเผ
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