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Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.

But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.

Sometimes I imagine myself skinny, like flat stomach, small thighs and legs, small arms, small chest and there's this deep yearning that I feel lol 😭

biggest ⭐️rving tip??

Honestly starving can be different for everyone especially method wise. Granted I don't promote any of my methods,I'm fully aware of what I'm doing and what I can handle someone else might not. For example I enjoy dry fasting - where as someone else wouldn't enjoy it as much.

So my biggest tip would be having water every hour or 3 liters. It really does help. ♡ Hope this helps!!!

I've been at my sister's place unable to track any progress since she doesn't have a scale, I've been in a binge cycle to say I'm ashamed is an understatement. Knowing I gained back the little I lost. Why can't I just stay consistent for once.

having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7

- waiting to w3igh in

- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat

- waiting for ppl to notice your wl

- waiting for the mirror to change

- waiting for the "special number"

waiting waiting waiting . . . it sucks.

It’s so embarrassing being fat with an ed

(: ♡♡♡♡

𝜗𝜚 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝟒𝐧𝟒 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬

(my dms are open <3)

🙏🏽 Everyday prayer.

I just want to loose 20kg overnight is this too much to ask 😭

"why are you starving?"

God forbid I make my childhood dreams come true 🙄