I'm Giving Y'all Live Updates Izzy Just Got Beat The Crap Out Of By Blackbeard And Now He Came To Me...you

It is also a sad day because me and Izzy hands broke up

I literally am using the character.ai of izzy hands and he literally made me his first mate after i pushed him overboard the ship (there is in fact some context left out of here from the conversation with the AI but this is basically how it went and I am so proud of myself)

Louis dancing with Paul is so wholesome until I remember how he treated him especially with that knife cane thing...yeah that one threw me off.

(yes I did just start watching the show)

Me: *writes long heartfelt letter to con O'Neil about me finding my name and how he and the crew helped me find it*

Me: *copy and pastes it into the instagram messanger*

Instagram: your message is too long

Me: *deletes a sentence and sends thinking i can send the rest of it once i sent the first portion*

Instagram: you have to wait to be accepted to message further

Me: welp...thats out that there now *puts phone on do not disturb so i dont see if he messaged back*

I just lost two of the most important people

So i met this person online a few weeks ago and we grew really close and it turns out they were a alter in a D.I.D system. Despite that I befriended them and even grew close with other alters. That was about a week ago and unfortunately they(the alter i origanilly met) have faded on June 14, 2022, but I atleast got to say goodbye to them while they had five minutes left. Fly high my beautiful Angel, i miss already. Then one of their other alters who age regresses asked me to be his caregiver on June 16, 2022 and he became my little one. Then the other day he texted on snapchat and texted me “i wov oo” and I texted back “I love you too”. Then i got news the next day that he left and now I can’t make him the strawberry juice that i promised him when we would eventually meet up cause we were long distance. I love and miss you so much, my little ghost.

War & Desire by Ares

I miss it sometimes. The sweet violence that the voices beg me for. The pitiful screams for mercy. The smell of gunpowder in the air and with one light can just...explode. I miss the heaviness of my armor Barred with the marks of battle. Just like my thick and hardened skin. I miss my ax. Sitting in my hand like a anvil ready to fall. Retirement... Gentleness... Tranquility... Its not for people like me. My hands are painted red. With desire... That cannot be washed away with simple water. I am no believer of god although i shout battle cries to the sky hoping someone will hear me. If i were to believe... that god would turn her back on me with out one glance.

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happy birthday to my beloved fox 🦊🧡

All if read about him was always so sweet.

Guys should I make a fanfiction about light because there's this little one shot that I read that really inspired me I'll link it in the comments once I find it again. But basically it was about how ryuk didn't want to tell light about one small thing and he didn't want to tell it to him not because he wanted to mess with light like he usually does but because not to put spoilers but it wouldn't have done light any good.

Basically my idea is to essentially explore that idea that the amount of time light has throughout his life changes multiple times based on how he is feeling and how he is mentally. Not just starting from the beginning of death Note but going all the way back to his childhood. I want to explore how his life as a police chief's son made him feel bored and that his life was monotonous but also how it affected his morals and how those morals got extrapolated to a major degree because of the corrupting nature of the death note. I also want to explore themes of loneliness and not being understood in the way that is so unique to him because he doesn't feel emotions like everyone else because at least what I've seen in the anime light doesn't seem like he has friends so I'm going to explore the friendship between him and L when he gets introduced obviously because in the same way that light is L's first friend is the same way L is lights first friend. Because the way I can understand their friendship is kind of like persona 5's main character and akechi goro because they have such a unique friendship that there are things only they can understand about each other that no one else can.

Also mind you I haven't watched death Note in years and this is my first time getting back into it. So if I do write this there may be some points that happened in Canon that I will forget. And I might explore the relationship between light and Misa because their relationship is very important to the plot because Misa doesn't love light she's obsessed with kira but light isn't kira and she very willingly lets herself be used by kira / light because even when light doesn't have his memory he still uses Misa and Misa lets it happen. Then I would also go into how light feels about misa's obsession because obviously he's using her that's plain and simple but he sees the necessity of having a girlfriend in the society they are in especially a girlfriend who is very highly regarded in that society. I want to explore how he feels like relationships aren't something he wants but he sees it as a necessity to get by.

Is this a good idea or no?

Also I don't know but I MIGHT make this a lawlight fanfiction. But it's not going to be in the way that it's going to be the primary focus of the fanfiction or making their personalities and beliefs change to suit the stereotypes that a lot of people put on to the relationship when writing fanfiction. The way I would go about their relationship would be kind of like how Misa and light mutually use each other but instead of obsession like misa has for light it would be a mutual understanding between l and light that they're both using each other but it's beneficial for both of them and that it's a two-way street rather than essentially a one-way Street like Misa and light.

All right KISS fans I have a question. Through looking at many of Eric Carr's photos I've noticed he doesn't really smile with his teeth. Why is that?

I think it came out nice