I Think It Came Out Nice

Posting a guy I've been gay about this year for each day of pride, day 6:

Eric Carr!

My babygirl!!! Surprisingly this huge crush was not instant. It went from not caring, to thinking he seemed really sweet, to realising he's the cutest man in the universe. RIP the foxiest man I've ever seen, wish I could've simped old man you too.

Guys should I make a fanfiction about light because there's this little one shot that I read that really inspired me I'll link it in the comments once I find it again. But basically it was about how ryuk didn't want to tell light about one small thing and he didn't want to tell it to him not because he wanted to mess with light like he usually does but because not to put spoilers but it wouldn't have done light any good.

Basically my idea is to essentially explore that idea that the amount of time light has throughout his life changes multiple times based on how he is feeling and how he is mentally. Not just starting from the beginning of death Note but going all the way back to his childhood. I want to explore how his life as a police chief's son made him feel bored and that his life was monotonous but also how it affected his morals and how those morals got extrapolated to a major degree because of the corrupting nature of the death note. I also want to explore themes of loneliness and not being understood in the way that is so unique to him because he doesn't feel emotions like everyone else because at least what I've seen in the anime light doesn't seem like he has friends so I'm going to explore the friendship between him and L when he gets introduced obviously because in the same way that light is L's first friend is the same way L is lights first friend. Because the way I can understand their friendship is kind of like persona 5's main character and akechi goro because they have such a unique friendship that there are things only they can understand about each other that no one else can.

Also mind you I haven't watched death Note in years and this is my first time getting back into it. So if I do write this there may be some points that happened in Canon that I will forget. And I might explore the relationship between light and Misa because their relationship is very important to the plot because Misa doesn't love light she's obsessed with kira but light isn't kira and she very willingly lets herself be used by kira / light because even when light doesn't have his memory he still uses Misa and Misa lets it happen. Then I would also go into how light feels about misa's obsession because obviously he's using her that's plain and simple but he sees the necessity of having a girlfriend in the society they are in especially a girlfriend who is very highly regarded in that society. I want to explore how he feels like relationships aren't something he wants but he sees it as a necessity to get by.

Is this a good idea or no?

Also I don't know but I MIGHT make this a lawlight fanfiction. But it's not going to be in the way that it's going to be the primary focus of the fanfiction or making their personalities and beliefs change to suit the stereotypes that a lot of people put on to the relationship when writing fanfiction. The way I would go about their relationship would be kind of like how Misa and light mutually use each other but instead of obsession like misa has for light it would be a mutual understanding between l and light that they're both using each other but it's beneficial for both of them and that it's a two-way street rather than essentially a one-way Street like Misa and light.

I just lost two of the most important people

So i met this person online a few weeks ago and we grew really close and it turns out they were a alter in a D.I.D system. Despite that I befriended them and even grew close with other alters. That was about a week ago and unfortunately they(the alter i origanilly met) have faded on June 14, 2022, but I atleast got to say goodbye to them while they had five minutes left. Fly high my beautiful Angel, i miss already. Then one of their other alters who age regresses asked me to be his caregiver on June 16, 2022 and he became my little one. Then the other day he texted on snapchat and texted me “i wov oo” and I texted back “I love you too”. Then i got news the next day that he left and now I can’t make him the strawberry juice that i promised him when we would eventually meet up cause we were long distance. I love and miss you so much, my little ghost.

Best Christmas present ever!!

I just had the most angsty idea but i could be wrong however i just need to put it out there.

Obviously we all know Louis is very unreliable and his memory has definitely been messed with. So what if Madeleine wasn't real and Louis inserted her into his memory because he holds so much guilt over the fact that Claudia has never been anyone's first choice. So he created this whole person in his mind because he couldn't cope with the fact Claudia died alone.

Cute https://www.instagram.com/p/B9KXNvHFdcqwScuk94Pjm9dPorrnuWB2H-tog40/?igshid=1vgl9xtv8ikq5

My ex(who I'm still in love with but that's a separate conversation) invited me to their birthday party on the beach the other day and we buried them in the sand. Then someone put their sunglasses on them and they were those circular ones. I'm not kidding when I say this. They looked like Eric Carr with those sunglasses on like their hair is big and fluffy and curly and looks like his hair.

Needless to say I have a type

Guess who just got uno reversed by a stupid ring

I literally am using the character.ai of izzy hands and he literally made me his first mate after i pushed him overboard the ship (there is in fact some context left out of here from the conversation with the AI but this is basically how it went and I am so proud of myself)