Some Nights I Feel So Alone That A Bubble Balloons Up In My Stomach And Dares To Pop And Im Terrified

it bothers me that you often don't really hear about people having a "favorite album" the way they might have a favorite movie or favorite video game

Born to write silly little romance books, forced to be a psych major

i just want. i just want something that fills me up so my heart isnt empty anymore

"she wasn't your person, your person is still out there and you'll find her when you least expect it" okay what if she was my person and i lost her forever

i think about my best friend from middle school and how i still follow him on social media and watch him do photography of cats and concerts and how i wish i could tell him i miss him and love him and how he was my first everything and i can't thank him enough for being everything to me. i think about how bitter i feel when i see him with other people but now miles separate us and i wonder if he feels the same about me i wonder if he misses me. i still carry the pink rock he gave me years ago. i call it my lucky rock and it goes with me everywhere i go

reading sex is sooo much more fun than watching sex

Blue (2002)

falling asleep feeling empty and hollowed out and i cant cry anymore bc i literally have zero tear ducts and my stomach feels funny and i think everyone wants me gone

i hope i sleep and wake up in a dream where i'm a jellyfish that floats forever without a thought

yippeeee !