I Want To Look As Fucked Up On The Outside As I Am On The Inside

Dead, but alive, still.

fuck i’m so fucking unlovable i wanna fucking kill myself so fucking violently FUCK i love hurting myself

Me when s3lf hâřm hurts (i will do it again):

I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.

I forget people have normal childhoods. Wym you weren’t traumatised resulting to not function properly once grown…

Are you flirting with me like “haha this is a fun way to pass time” or “haha I can picture us growing old together?”

Do you think of me as often as I think of you?