I Forget People Have Normal Childhoods. Wym You Weren’t Traumatised Resulting To Not Function Properly

I wanna fuck up my arms so bad tehe:3

I have to sides when it comes to love

Tender soft pure love and obsessive love where I'm destroyed in the process

hemmorh. oils, 2020

Just when you think you’ve reached the bottom, the ground splits again

when i told you “im yours” i never meant it in a cute way. possess me, control who i talk to, choose my clothes, give me orders, forbid me to wander too far, get rid of anyone you don’t want around.

i mean : make me yours.

What did I do to make myself genuinely unlikable

Screaming giggling kicking my feet

all i can think about is how much of a burden my love is. love shouldn't be a burden. it should be a wonderful thing that makes you feel good. but mine is a burden. my love can hurt you. my love is something you dread. my love is a poison. my love is a weight to bear. my love is a grievance.

i just want to love without consequence.