all i can think about is how much of a burden my love is. love shouldn't be a burden. it should be a wonderful thing that makes you feel good. but mine is a burden. my love can hurt you. my love is something you dread. my love is a poison. my love is a weight to bear. my love is a grievance.
i just want to love without consequence.
Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...
the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked
i feel like such a fucking problem
i overthink a lot so please go ahead and use that to your advantage
use my own mind and thoughts to get me away from people and be attached to you
fuck my mind up even more that i can't even trust my own words
fuck my mind up so much that i will only rely on your words and crave your attention
I want to memorize your likes, your dislikes, your schedule, your everything. I’ll take notes, write everything down on paper. I need to know everything about you.
God I hate it here I can't even say my thought without someone twisting to the point I get mad and then I'm the one in the wrong I can't wait to gone
I b staring at your pictures when we ain’t talking
I want to sleep at night for 12 hours and wake up and it still be night
What did I do to make myself genuinely unlikable
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