Vent Since I'm Pissed
Vent since I'm pissed
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My one friend is pissing me off so bad she told me something and I said ok and then said "don't go telling anyone I know you like to do that" and all I think is how she told me a week ago that are whole friendship was built off her using me for homework and I'm the backstaber. Like I feel like she's a bad friend cause she made me so upset I relapsed and I can't even say anything cause she will make it about herself and I know she will cause when I told her I self harm the next day she came to school waving her arm in my face showing me her cuts like were twins now and it makes me feel like I'm the asshole for self harming in the first place.
If anyone actually read this thank you for listening and if you have any advice please share if you want I honestly don't no what to do
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God I hate that I'm lowkey so obsessed with my friend like if my friend doesn't message me I'm not happy but the second I get a text I jumping with joy I wish I wasn't so obsessed with my friend
I want this to be serious but I'm also like rlly afraid.
Theyre wonderful, they absolutely are, the person I'm afraid of is myself. I'm afraid of fucking up, afraid of not loving enough, so afraid my mind makes up this concept of loving too deeply and being afraid of that because I'm afraid of being hurt or crossing the wrong lines.
An suddenly my heart has been ripped out of my chest and sat neatly infront of me
Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...
I want to look as fucked up on the outside as I am on the inside
Why would I need to cut myself your words cut just as deep and are just as sharp.
Do you notice my absence?
being chronically on tumblr is so embarrassing because i look like a crazed stalker liking peoples posts 1 millisecond after it was posted
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