An Suddenly My Heart Has Been Ripped Out Of My Chest And Sat Neatly Infront Of Me

this blog is just a collection of things that would get me sent to the psych ward

I just wanna rot away and dissolve into nothing.

I can't even speak without an argument starting what's the point of respecting you when you don't respect me I can't even breathe in this goddammit house without its being rude

I guess there’s comfort in the fact that no one will ever hate me as much as I hate myself

I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.

Hahahahahahahaha BPD episode

I never realized how calming sh really is until I'm almost ripping my hair out and hitting my head trying to not cut and distract myself, now I've relapsed and I feel so calm w the blood running down my arm