Im-made-of-crushed-little-stars - I'm Made Of Crushed Little Stars

I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.

I just want someone who can’t get enough of me. Someone who will find out my perfume brand to spray it on a pillow when they can't have me beside them. Someone who will make a shrine of my pictures, of the things they collect of me. Is that too much to ask?

I can't do this omg

Vent post

So I have a friend I'm calling A and I always listen to her talk about the boy she dating or the boy she likes and no matter what I stop what I'm doing to listen to her but today I wanted to tell her me and this girl I like had are first phone call cause it made me really happy and as I'm about to say something she opens her book an says give me a second and I got mad at her for it cause why would you do that and ignored her.well a little bit ago she asked if I was still mad at her and I didn't respond she asked me if I heard about her breakup that happened today (which was her fault cause she flirted with another guy) and I mumbled yea and she starts talking about the breakup so I tell her I don't care and she says why so I tell her I'm not gonna listen to your problem that YOU started when you won't listen to one thing I was gonna tell me and then she says I'll play a game with you if you stop being mad a me like no I don't want to play a fucking game with you. And the most annoying part is she told my friend M that she didn't know why I was mad at her when I HAD JUST SAID IT I swear I'm so fucking done

my own brain sickens me.

Gettimg a random burst of energy but I still wanna kms is so weird cause wdym I'm jumping around and acting silly but in my head I wanna die like what 😭

When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life

I'm a mess, I get worse as the time goes on.

Hahahahahahahaha BPD episode