New Headcanon ITrapped Has Alexithymia, Often Described As Feeling 'cold' To Emotions :) Get It Because.

Your ITrapped Head-cannon is actively Rewiring my Brain Chemistry

IM SO GLAD!!!! I plan on making more soon since finals are wrapping up :) Hopefully, I'll have time to write for him a bit as well! As a psychology nerd, he is genuinely SO fascinating, even beyond just the dynamic of him and Chance. Hoping we get more info about his role in Forsaken, specifically if he becomes a survivor or not.

Since the Spectre chooses survivors based on intense emotions such as grief, regret, self-hatred, etc., and seems to select killers based on feelings of longing (John longing for Jane, 1x longing to kill her creator, C00lkidd longing to be with 7n7 again, Jason longing for his mom, Azure longing for Two Time), I feel like iTrapped can go either way for his role. As a survivor, maybe it would be based on his own self-hatred for never being able to have a a normal relationship without ruining it (Chance, Ellernate and Caleb), or regret for killing the one person that was willing to tolerate him. As a killer, maybe it would be due to longing for a connection- longing to be normal, to be loved.

Yes the Spectre is mostly focused on gaining power via 'code' and uses a form of corruption on many of the killers, but maybe he selects killers based on their longing for power, too? John wanting power over Roblox, 1x wanting power over Shedletsky for creating it, C00lkidd wanting power over those who hurt him and his dad, etc., so maybe iTrapped becomes a killer because of his longing for control over his life, for once. All he wants is to feel like his life is his own- not someone else's tool, not a milestone for someone else's growth or success, but HIS.

Though that can work against him as a survivor too. What if he's a support? Even in purgatory, he can not be an individual, his entire presence being JUST a tool for others. Is he even a person? Is he even seen by others as a person?

Does he deserve that title?

HI IT’S ME AGAIN

YOU’RE FUCKING UP YOUR TEETH AND YOUR MUSCLES AND SHIT

I HATE THIS CAUSE IT'S A DIRECT CALL OUT

Sensory overload: Have you noticed that your legs are itchy? Have you noticed every little sound around you? Have you noticed how uncomfortable your blanket is? Have you noticed

Me: *Shakes my hands around*

Sensory overload: Understandable have a nice day

Hi Forsaken fandom I made this because im brainrotting over the iChance dynamic ggrhrr

Also hi Electric Dreams tumblr!!! Showing off my Edgar avatar... you can't see it but he's wearing a little objectum pin as well!!!

Also I promise he's more saturated, the Windows snipping tool desaturates everything :((

Thank you, Mildly Threatening Octopus

Write one sentence. Let it lead to another. It comes in waves. 

I needed this, thank you Kyojuro 💖💖💖

Rengoku-sensei to get you through the day, Rengoku-sensei for when you’ve made it through!!!

Ti Moune: So...why am I a tree now?

Agwe: Well...I don't...

Erzulie: Er...Uh...

Papa Ge: I...uh

Asaka: Cause symbolism and shit.

Ti Moune: *beat* Makes sense.

My goal whenever I become a therapist is to be this level of chaotic good

Sometimes I say self loathing things to my therapist and he looks at me dead in the eyes before saying “You fucking moron.” and tbh same