Your ITrapped Head-cannon Is Actively Rewiring My Brain Chemistry

Your ITrapped Head-cannon is actively Rewiring my Brain Chemistry

IM SO GLAD!!!! I plan on making more soon since finals are wrapping up :) Hopefully, I'll have time to write for him a bit as well! As a psychology nerd, he is genuinely SO fascinating, even beyond just the dynamic of him and Chance. Hoping we get more info about his role in Forsaken, specifically if he becomes a survivor or not.

Since the Spectre chooses survivors based on intense emotions such as grief, regret, self-hatred, etc., and seems to select killers based on feelings of longing (John longing for Jane, 1x longing to kill her creator, C00lkidd longing to be with 7n7 again, Jason longing for his mom, Azure longing for Two Time), I feel like iTrapped can go either way for his role. As a survivor, maybe it would be based on his own self-hatred for never being able to have a a normal relationship without ruining it (Chance, Ellernate and Caleb), or regret for killing the one person that was willing to tolerate him. As a killer, maybe it would be due to longing for a connection- longing to be normal, to be loved.

Yes the Spectre is mostly focused on gaining power via 'code' and uses a form of corruption on many of the killers, but maybe he selects killers based on their longing for power, too? John wanting power over Roblox, 1x wanting power over Shedletsky for creating it, C00lkidd wanting power over those who hurt him and his dad, etc., so maybe iTrapped becomes a killer because of his longing for control over his life, for once. All he wants is to feel like his life is his own- not someone else's tool, not a milestone for someone else's growth or success, but HIS.

Though that can work against him as a survivor too. What if he's a support? Even in purgatory, he can not be an individual, his entire presence being JUST a tool for others. Is he even a person? Is he even seen by others as a person?

Does he deserve that title?

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I HATE THIS CAUSE IT'S A DIRECT CALL OUT

Sensory overload: Have you noticed that your legs are itchy? Have you noticed every little sound around you? Have you noticed how uncomfortable your blanket is? Have you noticed

Me: *Shakes my hands around*

Sensory overload: Understandable have a nice day

!!!!!!!!!

I made some Sensory Overload Cards that you guys can use - sometimes everything can become too much for us to cope with, and we can feel overwhelmed and want to go somewhere quiet to calm down. 

I’ve walked out of class a couple of times because I was experiencing sensory overload, and I thought it would be a good idea to have some cards that we can show teachers/friends/whoever if we need to leave the situation but can’t bring ourselves to talk.

Here’s a link to the PDF that you can print out and cut up - there’s eight identical, small cards so that there’s enough for you to put one in each bag/jacket pocket so that you always have one with you.

I hope this helps!

Me when doing character analysis because im combining my special interest of psychology with main hyperfixations of literal roblox characters, and if i do not write it out The Thoughts will consume me.

Writing isn't the hobby. Being insane about little fake people is the hobby. Writing is just the only outlet i have for that

Somehow I forgot Kazuha is from Inazuma even though he's my current favorite character so now Venti and Kazuha both broke into Liyue for this

Liyue (+ Venti) Go To Disney World

Liyue (+ Venti) go to Disney World

HI IT’S ME AGAIN
HI IT’S ME AGAIN

HI IT’S ME AGAIN

YOU’RE FUCKING UP YOUR TEETH AND YOUR MUSCLES AND SHIT

Hi Forsaken Fandom I Made This Because Im Brainrotting Over The IChance Dynamic Ggrhrr

Hi Forsaken fandom I made this because im brainrotting over the iChance dynamic ggrhrr


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Remember in the summer 3 event how it’s mentioned that Bedi knows how to use a gun? and how it’s mentioned that while all the knights of the round table have childish sides, Bedi is more serious because “my journey was longer than theirs so my childish side is buried deeper”? You ever think about how Bedivere walked the earth for 1500 years, and actually lived these 1500 years, lived them, lived through them, felt the weight of every minute, saw the world change around him? It’s not a “oh he knows what happened thanks to the grail but he wasn’t actually here” he lived through these times. He saw new inventions. He picked up new skills. He met new people. He lost them. He saw empires rise and fall. He saw the land he bled for so dearly get forgotten, get turned into a myth. He saw the people he lived die, and then get badmouthed, and then get forgotten, and suddenly all he’s fought so hard for- gone, as if it’d never mattered at all.

I’M NOT DONE you ever think about how he walked so far and so long for the sake of one person? His friend he loved so. The last living one. His entire world crumbled around him and his best friend his best friend asked him to kill her. She asked him to bury the last of their time together in that lake. And he couldn’t. He just wanted his best friend to live. And then he realized too late what he’d condemned her to and he walked and walked and walked for all this time just to see her one more time, apologize to her, give her what belonged to her. Humans aren’t meant to live this long!! But he did it anyway. For her.

You ever think about how when he walked into that singularity, he saw that desolate land, saw all these deaths, and had to fight the people he used to call comrades? See them again, for the first time in a millenia and a half, and he had to kill them. See them again and he had to kill them. And He looks at them and he looks at the land and the people who live there and he thinks I did this. It was my fault. And he walks to this god wearing his friend’s face and he knows, he knows, it’s his sin, his deeds, he turned her into this. His best friend. He did this.

YOU EVER THINK about how he was human?? He wasn’t a god. He wasn’t even fae-powered. He wasn’t a wizard, or a spirit, or anything like that. He was human. He was like you and he walked so long and so far and his feet must have bled and his soul was torn apart but he kept going despite, because, he was human.

YOU EVER THINK that even in the timelines where he did give the sword back to the lake, he had to witness his best friend die in front of him??? Watch her smile and breathe out for the last time. And he knows his kingdom is gone all his friends are gone he’s the last one, the last one, the only one who survived. And standing on the grass with a body soon to be forgotten all he could whisper was “Do you see it, my king? The continuation of your dream?” Are you at peace, my king? At long last- are you at peace?

*will smith pose* BEDIVERE!!!!

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hi im avon, 20, psych major in college! im autistic and dumb 🔥🔥🔥 i don't like posting :p avatar by vaniville on artfight/blair.bronze on insta!! maybe ill post about my ocs some day :3 im active on discord: iwilleatyourchildren / I Will Eat Your Children

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