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So my pills went missing and I was lowkey panicking I had searched everywhere on my table bcs I knew I did not move the thing anywhere else.

I was tired of searching for it so I asked tarot. 4 of Pentacles, 8 of Cups, Knight of Cups. Since 4 of Pentacles gave off withdrawn and protective energy, I got the impression that the thing was still in my private space (a.k.a my room), but was stuck somewhere in between other things because the dude was holding the coin so tightly. I also probably had checked the 'place' but I 'walked away' before I realized it.

Well. It was stuck in between the pages of my social psychology book... I love social psychology... and I had checked my books several times before that but I didn't see the pills 🤦🏻‍♀️

Coriolanus Snow is enneagram 3 sp/so, I said it.

I might have forgotten some details in TBOSAS but I found out some people typed him as Enneagram 8?

He didn't step into a situation and immediately take charge or intimidate people like Enneagram 8 usually do, he didn't command the room either. He cared a lot about his image and the Snow name, concerned about showing the right image of the Snow family and doing his part as a Snow. He was also quite detached from his human traits like empathy in his pursuit of success and security, always thinking about what he could gain from a particular decision he made — that currency or 'quid pro quo' mindset is very Enneagram 3. He was focused on climbing the ranks. He got closer to people with power, authority and influences; like the insane doctor despite knowing the woman was dangerous, and Sejanus' parents, and his 'friends'. This is why he liked Lucy Gray at first, because she attracted the attention of the audience, i.e. influence. He smiled and pretended while working his way to the top. He's so enneagram 3, the worst kind, of course.

I haven't thought about his MBTI but I found out people also typed him as INTJ. I mean.... if that's true, INTJ enneagram 8 would not budge like he did, they would not play the game. INTJs are stubborn about doing things their way, INTJs are not always aware of social dynamic like Coryo did, plus they lack loyalty to traditions or the established rules of the social game. INTJ enneagram 3 however? They would adapt and play the game, while disagreeing with it at the same time and changing it slowly to fit their needs as they go. Which Coryo did. Well, he might not disagree with the Hunger Games but he didn't exactly agree with everything that was going on (at first) either, he just didn't fight against it like Sejanus did. He insulted people in his monologue but he still played the game, he made changes in the Hunger Games too.

If your big three were defined by the degrees in which they are placed in, what would they be?

I would be a Leo Sun, Scorpio Moon and Virgo ASC. (Sun 17°-Moon 20°-ASC 18°)

Somehow when I say "hey I'm not planning to do X" but then I get the desire to or have to do X, or vice versa like saying "I plan to do X" but I end up not being able to do X. Do u kno what I mean? Moral of the story is people need to stop asking me about my plan bcs it might jinx my plan 😩

Me: *is stressed out*

Also me: *not asking tarot about it bcs I know it will just give me Temperance like it has been doing and it pisses me off*

I just ate the fried chicken I bought 12 hours ago and kept at room temperature (health hazard some people say) and now I'm feeling weird I just hope my south east asian stomach is strong enough to handle whatever potential food poisoning this is. Amen.

You know those trivial things that you know are not important, but they annoy you so much?

I hate those videos that begin with "reasons why you should NOT do something" and then proceed to give positive reasons why you should do it.

Maybe forcing myself to read books every day for 66 days and do nothing else will fix my shitty concentration span

Why does it seem like nowadays readers need everything to be morally correct, and for the moral lessons to be spelled for them, or else they miss the point of the story by a mile? Like, if a fiction depicts something dark they'll be like "oh this fiction is justifying fucked up actions" maybe think deeper Susan? "I don't see redemption for this character at all??" maybe they aren't meant to be redeemed?? Maybe the story is just here to show how fucked up everything is and that's it?? Maybe not every story is supposed to teach you morals and healthy coping mechanism?? Go to therapy for that?

People read ADULT DARK fiction and then act like kids with no critical thinking skills. Maybe those stories are not for you if you constantly seek heroic values in fiction.

I miss when library books used to have little paper pockets inside with a list of all the people who borrowed it and when... I hate that this is now exclusive knowledge of librarians. I do care that a miss Mariana borrowed this book in 1985 and then Dario in 1997. They're my brothers and sisters