YESTERDAY I WEIGHED 133.2 LBS BC I BINGED FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS AND I WAS LIKE “LETS FUCK UP MY DAY EVEN MORE” AND WEIGHED MYSELF AND NOW IM 127.4????? WHAT IS THIS SORCERY??
FUCKING REBLOG TO LOSE SIX POUNDS OVERNIGHT IM FUCKING SHOOK
Tomorrow is the start of something new and good.
Tomorrow is the start Of not dealing with my crazy sister trying to make me eat and become crazy obese to the point where death is one pound away.
Tomorrow is the start where I will be happier and I won’t be afraid to check the scale because I know I’m losing weight.
Tomorrow is the start of my self love journey.
Tomorrow is the start of a better me.
So like my friends ex asked me to hoco and I was like making it a big deal by texting all of them bc I didn’t know what to do bc I wanted to say no but it’s my personality that I like can’t bc I’m scared. So like I didn’t and I felt bad so I told my friend and I could tell she’s over me talking about it and like I haven’t really gotten it off my chest of why I feel bad. But this is the first time anyone has shown interest in me and I don’t think he even liked me like that because he said he wanted to ask someone else bc he actually liked them but he decided to ask me bc he wasn’t going to have a chance with them. And like it hurts bc all my friends have had people have crushes on them or date people and I never had. That’s part of the reason I got an Ed. And like it just hurts that I’ve annoyed my friend bc I can’t stop freaking out bc I didn’t know what to do bc I’ve never been in that situation and it fucking sucks that I’m his like 20th choice bc he dated my friend and made abc of the girls he liked and forgot to put me in it and then he only asked me bc the other wasn’t going to say yes. I just feel horrible. I don’t even wanna do this bc I feel like I’m bothering people on tumblr but no ones going to read this long message and I just wanna disappear bc it sucks and I’m sorry.
Edit- I keep checking my phone bc I feel like someone’s gonna tell me it’s ok but like I know it isn’t gonna happen and like I’m sorry. I just I can’t think of anything but I’m sorry.
i truly don’t care about anything anymore. i’m pretty, all my dreams are coming true, i’m THE it girl. i have no worries about anything <3
i am the shyest attention whore ever
why can’t i lose weight as fast as james charles can lose subscribers
I’m gonna dance as a workout and it’s motivation bc I want to get better at dancing without feeling like a fat pig and then I’m taking my cousin walking for legit hours tomorrow
The smallest I remember being was somewhere in my 160s and I’m about to be in my 160:s IM FUCKING PROUD
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Sorry hoes hate me cause i'm the it girl i never asked to be the shit girl.
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