I Truly Don’t Care About Anything Anymore. I’m Pretty, All My Dreams Are Coming True, I’m THE It

I’ve been in “recovery”for maybe a week or two and I’ve lost a pound. I’m low key happy because even tho I’ve been eating shit min stop at least I lost some weight.

I’m down 60 lbs in 9 weeks 🙌

Reblog to lose 20 lbs this month!❤

To my Muslim followers, I hope you have a safe, happy, generous and blessed Ramadan.

i thought i was dead

i had a experience today where my body overheated i started to lose focus in my schoolwork my heart started beating so loud and fast and hurting like a mf and i thought “omg this is it this is how i die i am going to die in the middle of art class” then i decided to try to alert someone i tapped my friends thigh my breathing was shaky and loud and my face was red and tried to tell her “get the teacher somethings happening” all that came out was a scrambled mumbled sentence and i thought i was about to faint but she understand and the teacher got her to take me real quick and since she knew i was anorexic she got a proteing bar and made me eat that shit and the second i took a bite everything slowly started to calm down and i have honestly never been more terrified

dont take life for granted as someone with an ed it doesnt matter whether your bmi is high or low your heart can stop at any second

Stop asking me what the scale says.

Is it intrusive thoughts or do I actually want to kill this bitch? Yea no it’s both.

Reblog to see a lower number on the scale next morning. 🦋

Thinking you only have an ed because you wanna be skinny but your ed gets 1000% worse whenever anything in your life goes wrong