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Unfortunately I did not finish my fast, nor did I held back on "binging". I went out with my friends and slept over at my best friend's house who kept feeding me because she doesn't want me to be hungry even tho I told her that I am not, then when her mother came home she made sure I ate again so yes.
I appreciate them, because they are so nice and caring, but how can I keep up my plans if they want to disrupt it along with my family.
Fortunately I am home and tomorrow is monday. I forgot to buy a pass for trams so I will be walking everywhere this month, whether I like it or not.
I'd like to get better, as in try not to beak fasts because I have a sudden urge to binge or because I crave something, or because of family. Sure there are instances when you simply just cannot refuse because it would be suspicious.
Anyhow, this week was kind of a failure, but it's fine. I try and that matters. I reached my first gw this week, even though the weekend made me gain 1.5kg back, so that was one success.
For the next upcoming week, I wanna loose at least what I gained back, then 2kg more. That is what seems realistic as for now.
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I love my wrists because they are not thick and I can see how much I have already lost but every damn fucking time i look at my ankles I wanna cry because they are so thick.
For what reason??? Ugh...
God I love the fact that my brother works out and is a sportsman. There are supplements here at home that help me lose weight much quicker♡♡
The week been so shitty goddamn. I wanna tear all my organs out. Yippee.
Mom asked me to accompany her to give my sister a lift to uni and while driving back we stopped to pick up a package and to buy some ribbons for my halloween costume. I decided to look for cute plates, mainly heart shaped ones and although I did find two types, one was too deep and big -also had blood on it so I had go scrub and sanitise my hands raw because I felt icky - and the other was too shallow for me. Unfortunately I didn't buy a cute plate but a basic small ceramic one.
I love how the trees are colorful, how chilly yet somehow warm it is in autumn. I could wear my current favourite sweater and pants that are now big on me a bit. Mom always tells me that I am getting really skinny and I love the attention I get from other people.
Oh! Also I am finally at my lowest weight in 5 years! Still high, but it is going down surely and I am addicted.
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➁ Plain black coffee 200ml - 0 cal
➀ Basmati rice with tuna, broccoli and peas 200g - 466 cal
➀ Banana - 62 cal
Water - 1.4l/2l
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Steps - 6394/10000 - 259 cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal
Ngl an ana coach would be nice.
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♡ Via/Anonyma
♡ 20 years old
♡ 5'4 - 165 cm
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₊˚⊹♡ hw: 187 lbs - 85 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 1st gw: 165 lbs - 75 kg - REACHED on OCT. 5
₊˚⊹♡ 2nd gw: 154 lbs - 70 kg - REACHED on DEC. 6
₊˚⊹♡ 3rd gw: 143 lbs - 65 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 4th gw: 132 lbs - 60 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 5th gw: 121 lbs - 55 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 6th gw: 110 lbs - 50 kg
₊˚⊹♡ ugw: 100 lbs - 45 kg
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I play games like resident evil, dmc, metal gear, but I also like watching anime and cartoons.
Looking for moots and friends to interact with! ₊ ⊹
I started my red days today and feel really poopie right now. Fortunately we have strong medicine for cramps at home so I will live. I fasted down the weight I put in during the weekend but now I have a feeling that it may or may not have been because of the approach of my period. It doesn't really matter.
Been craving garlic cream soup for a while now, but since its a cream soup I'm sure it's full of unnecessary calories that I don't need rn. Plus I would be too lazy to cook it so im better off fasting.
My sister asked me if I wanted to try her lavender green tea she bought and I was stupid enought to put some sugar substitute (0 cal) and a bit of lemon juice in it, even though I am used to drink plain tea.
Also I have been thinking that I should start working out but I really hate the feeling of sweat on my body, so I'm gonna look for something that is not too tiring for the mornings and not too time consuming.
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➁ Plain black coffee 200ml - 0 cal
➀ Pickwick green tea 250ml (strawberry & lemongrass) - 0 cal
➀ Lavender green tea 450ml - 0 cal
Water - 1,7l/2l
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Steps - 6953/10000 - 281 cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal
I wish to get my main dc acc back :((
reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
Vegan Mushroom Stroganoff (120 kcal)
Root Vegetable Salad with Sweet Potato Crunchies (79 kcal)
Slow Cooker Sweet Potato and Kale Soup (130 kcal)
Christmas Spiced Red Cabbage (use vegan butter/oil) (79 kcal)
Charred Onion and Tomato Salad (81 kcal)
Baked Apple Chips (32 kcal)
Chimichurri Sauce, Oil-Free (I would put over large portabella cap for ~+20 kcal) (8 kcal)
Baked Zucchini Tater Tots (104 kcal)
Air Fryer Beet Chips, Oil-Free (49 kcal)
Spicy Cauliflower Cheese Sauce (44 kcal)
Spicy Vegan Salami (111 kcal)
Smashed Salt & Vinegar Potatoes (must omit oil, will cook fine I promise) (148 kcal)
Candied "bacon" pecans (107 kcal)
Pumpkin Spice Hummus (103 kcal)
Air Fryer Pineapple (90 kcal)
Avocado Green Goddess Dressing, Oil-Free (66 kcal)
Vegan Coleslaw (140 kcal)
Cranberry Risotto Stuffed Mushrooms (40 kcal)
Cauliflower Buffalo Wings (118 kcal)
Polenta Pizza Crust (167 kcal ugh)
Cranberry Broccoli Salad with Poppy Seed Dressing (omit chickpeas) (227 kcal >:( but I have to try this sometime)
I gained 1kg back in two days even tho I barely ate. Time to fast it down and more 💕✨️