hey sweetie remember you are a full whole unique person outside of your ed and you are allowed to enjoy things even if you are “failing” at the ed
i never knew that skipping meals was this easy
first few hours are tough and draining but I'm not actually hungry?? just rllyyy tired
i feel amazing ♡
hello universe i am reaching out to you to lock me in an apartment in nyc with no food and just a clingy cat to lounge with on the living room floor all day long
or am i supposed to get a job
you could've sworn i was recovered with the way easter has me breaking my fast 10 hours earlier with super-sized chocolate bunnies
men are so hot, I wish they were also good people.
i just wanna have a friend that's just as disordered as me irl. We would talk without feeling judged and give each other motivation. it's rlly another pointless fantasy about having cool and understanding friends I wish could be with me.
ahh but for now i can only hope for someone like that to come along eventually. i kinda need them rn but it's fine I can wait.
confession time i feel like im not ana enough cause i eat full meals
everyone else on here just snacks on lowcal stuff and diet drinks, but i can’t get those and just genuinely prefer the taste and feel of whole foods. i only eat one or two meals a day, but it still feels like im faking
so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r
my stomach is flat from being -ved but the bottom. it won’t fucking LEAVE
it’s like i can’t even wear a crop top bc it looks so off
hunger is a measure of when you should eat not how much you should eat.