Did You Grow Any Breasts/ass?

I’m sorry for my strange behavior.

For anyone wondering, I am not okay.

My problems are a lot to unpack and I know I’m supposed to just be horny on here.

For anyone wondering the nature of my problems does actually indicate that maybe detrans is actually an option.

I feel like I don’t really have an actual personality or identity, I just always try to become someone else.

It’s entirely possible that’s the only reason I wanted to be a girl in the first place. I just wanted to be someone else.

rn I’m in between identities. I feel like I want to craft a definitive, ideal, permanent self to strive towards. I don’t know what the nature of this self should be. Even then I’m still just creating a character and filling a role, which I have done in the past. All I know how to do is play a character. I have no idea how to be my own person.

Should I actually be a guy maybe? I mean that would be easier. I think I do genuinely prefer being a girl but that isn’t easy. i don’t knowwwww ahhhhhh!!!

This whole thing is making me doubt even my name, which I changed 4 years ago. I only did that to try to become someone else. idk if that’s healthy. i dunno.

I can only think of this in the context of creating a new fictional character to become, I have no idea how to just be my own person.

I need help.

I think the precise terms I want to use for my identity that I want to test out rn are "femboy" and especially "boymoder"

Imagining wearing a lot of big hoodies with shorts or jeans and having my hair as kind of a shaggy mess but getting it cut once a month because I'm just a silly boy and I can't get away with having long hair.

what's your favorite thing about being off HRT?

The main reason I’m off hrt is because of my breeding kink. I want to get someone pregnant 😘

Similarly I want to be able to get massive erections.

To take it a bit further I like the idea of no longer being able to pass as a girl because of the effects of testosterone, but that hasn’t really happened yet.

Do you see yourself as more dominant or submissive?

i’m more dominant lately <3

I love when I enter a space full of nominally supportive, also mentally ill people, but I’m too mentally ill for even them and they’re clearly uncomfortable being around me.

wouldn’t be shocked if I become one of those detrans kink blogs that posts hot girls more than detrans content. She just has me drooling 🤤

have you seen my boyfriend? 👀

You’re so close, aren’t you?

I can see it your cock’s leaking, twitching…

Your hand’s soaked. Your balls are tight.

You’ve been edging like a good boy, letting all that pressure build.

This isn’t just horniness.

This is masculine hunger.

precum’s telling the truth your mind already knows

You’re a boy. A filthy, horny, real fucking boy.

Say it.

Say it while your tip pulses.

I’m a boy

Stroke slow. Feel your load begging to explode.

You’re not confused. You’re not hiding.

You’re a leaky, high-T, sex-charged boy about to cum like it’s your identity.

So don’t fight it anymore.

Let it go.

Loud. Messy. Full.

Cum like the man you are.

reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are

I have been skipping my hrt most of this year. Even when I have doubts about detrans I still usually don’t take it. I haven’t really noticed many changes yet, besides it being easier to get an erection and developing a tiny bit more facial hair, but the reason I’m doing it is for my breeding kink :P

limp dick retarded faggot

My penis is actually quite large and hard