Wouldn’t Be Shocked If I Become One Of Those Detrans Kink Blogs That Posts Hot Girls More Than Detrans

Maybe I’m gender fluid or something idk, but really I want to be binary one way or the other, permanently.

Oh? You’re worried about me? Didn’t you read the label on the tin?

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This goes so much deeper than detrans kink. This goes so so so much deeper.

Identity is like a mask to be worn. I’m someone without a face. I need those masks or I am no one and nothing. I am not a person, I am just the mist, the entity between lives.

You don’t know who I am, because I don’t exist, and I never have.

This mask hurts me. That is the whole point. This mask hurts me because the pain feels good. You’re judging me for that??? Masks have a purpose. I just want to feel better okay???

Someday I’ll leave behind a lifelong schizo ARG and only in the 22nd century will people understand the art in my madness.

Please just stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop st

True to my promise in my detrans notes game I have bought boxers to replace my panties. As a bonus they’re all boring, manly grey and black. I’m still a little nervous to take the step of throwing all my panties out but I’ll do that soon.

The “gender roles and sexism are hot but queer people are valid” to “conversion kink is hot, but you can still be whatever gender you want” to “trans people are their birth gender and should follow traditional gender roles” pipeline

My detrans note game is only at 22 notes and I already screwed myself over so much... for every two I'm not going to shave for a day. That's already 11 days of not shaving in addition to the 3 or 4 that I haven't done just up to this point. I started hrt really young so I don't get that much facial hair but I have distinctly noticed when going off hrt for a couple weeks at a time that I get new hair on my cheeks. At this rate I'm going to have a full beard. 😵‍💫

I've decided that March 30 counts as Day 1 of the start of the not shaving and not taking hrt goals.

9/10 Body

3/10 Face

That just makes it hotter because she’s probably insecure

Post-beach cardio

new development!!!

I tried thinking of myself as a “femboy” and… something clicked. I *liked* it. Not just in a kinky way that made me feel dysphoric in a horny way, no. It made me feel *good* about myself. Like, maybe I AM a femboy.

I’m two months away from bottom surgery—and losing myself forever to this fakegirl delusion.

Help me beat this addiction…

Every 1 Note = Masturbate to this kink

Every 5 Notes = Don’t take HRT for a week

Every 10 Notes = Don’t shave for a week

25 Notes = Cut my hair short

Every 50 Notes = Present as a guy in public for 1 week

75 Notes = Stop taking HRT for good

100 Notes = Cancel my last laser appointment before surgery (Deadline May 7th)

125 Notes = Stop using my girl voice

150 Notes = Correct people to use he/him

175 Notes = Maintain permanent facial hair

200 Notes = Cancel my surgery (Deadline June 3rd)

225 Notes = Start taking

250 Notes = Come out as a man to my family

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feel free to make bad choices with me in dms

Looking for a crazy yandere girlfriend that wants to obssess over me and invade my personal life and really just consume me whole who is also into/okay with mtftm detrans kink. Ideally she's obsessed with me but only wants me to be a masculine man so she makes me conform to male gender roles. Maybe kind of weird and specific but it's what I need in my life. dm me if you're a bpd girlie that needs a new favorite man.