how femininely did you use to dress, like what did your wardrobe/style look like?
At risk of identifying myself I wore a lot of striped tops and had short cut bangs with my hair often dyed orange, I usually had an egirl makeup style with winged eyeliner and lots of blush. I was cute. Sometimes I jack off to old pictures of myself.
Also, how does it feels to wear boxers after so long being used to panties? Do you feel your body is thanking you?
They’re a lot more comfortable actually! I shouldn’t be surprised, they’re meant for my anatomy.
I’ve never really drank much… like at all, but recently I’ve been very interested in intox kink and gaining and alcohol is good for both of those.
To some extent the side of detrans kink I’ve been into is “getting worse”
I wanna become gross and fat and drunk and horny and trashy
Someone said this is self harm. It is. Hot right? Make me worse and worse and worse :)
I would like to talk to new people about intox kink, it’s something I’m sort of new to and want people to talk with about it.
At the moment I’m satisfied with being a girl I think btw :) that might change by the end of the night.
I know you spent so much time acquiring your perfect girl voice uwu but that will only make your detransition hotter.
Jerk off to dirty sweaty porn while imagining forcing yourself upon the women you love and let out the manliest grunt when cumming. Make it extra deep.
Take a mental snapshot of this moment. Redo it again every 3 hours. Replay this feeling in your head 24/7. If you managed to brainwash yourself into believing you were female, you can reprogram yourself into a male. ♥️
9/10 Body
3/10 Face
That just makes it hotter because she’s probably insecure
Post-beach cardio
What's the most depraved thing you've done for the sake of getting off?
A lot of my answers to this would be some variation of pretending to be someone I’m not. My biggest kink is transformation and that has led to me doing some catfishing or giving falsehoods about my identity.
I think specifically the thing I feel most guilty about is when I was doing some detrans rp and I sent a pic of my face and they *recognized me* (I know I keep alluding to my micro-celebrity but I’m really not that famous, still, sometimes people know who I am) and I, in my horny daze, decided it would be super hot if I pretended to be some random person catfishing as myself. This really hurt the person I had been talking to as they had previously seen me as kind of a role model and they got really upset and threatened to blackmail me. All that sent me into a deep depression and resulted in me not uploading any videos for months.
Not really a sexy answer, more of a sad one, but this blog is nothing if not honest.
For any ftm chicks that wanna see my mtf man penis: my dms are open. 😘
Do you see yourself as more dominant or submissive?
i’m more dominant lately <3
for me a detrans kink isn’t about taking away his identity, it’s about letting him play with every messy piece of it. When he’s begging me to degrade him, he’s really begging me to accept every part of him, even the parts he’s terrified of.
He’s always been so guarded about gender, but in these moments, he’s wide open. When he’s desperate, humiliated, pleading to be my girl again, it’s not weakness, it’s bravery. Watching him break his own rules for pleasure makes me want to ruin him and protect him all at once.
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