Have you told anyone in your life you're a guy again?
I have not really. At most I’ve told a few friends I’m questioning if I may be gender fluid.
especially if it's cringe loser fandom stuff for pathetic gooners. If you can't tell from the pic I also like censored porn (and I like egirls)
What's the most depraved thing you've done for the sake of getting off?
A lot of my answers to this would be some variation of pretending to be someone I’m not. My biggest kink is transformation and that has led to me doing some catfishing or giving falsehoods about my identity.
I think specifically the thing I feel most guilty about is when I was doing some detrans rp and I sent a pic of my face and they *recognized me* (I know I keep alluding to my micro-celebrity but I’m really not that famous, still, sometimes people know who I am) and I, in my horny daze, decided it would be super hot if I pretended to be some random person catfishing as myself. This really hurt the person I had been talking to as they had previously seen me as kind of a role model and they got really upset and threatened to blackmail me. All that sent me into a deep depression and resulted in me not uploading any videos for months.
Not really a sexy answer, more of a sad one, but this blog is nothing if not honest.
ANYONE WHO CALLS ME MALE TODAY, OR EVEN AMAB, I WILL REMOVE YOUR SKIN ONE SQUARE CENTIMETER AT A TIME.
I AM NOT LIKE YOU.
I AM BETTER.
I AM A REAL GIRL.
I AM A GOD.
I've cum to this like 5 times now.
Real men deserve worship
alt bimbofication is definitely a thing, i think. just might be hard for now because of your more masculine appearance
I wouldn’t say I have a masculine appearance, just short hair, and even then it’s not that short anymore. I can still pass as a girl. What made you think I had a “more masculine appearance” did I say that?
If anything I can pull off either rn
I have now filled my pillbox for the week aaaand… no hrt!
I have a bunch of left over progesterone from when I used to take progesterone and I’m curious if that would turn me back into a girl mentally.
Maybe that sounds crazy but I remember it making me feel a lot more feminine back when I took it.
I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”
Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.
If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.
I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.
Howdy. I'm a 26-year-old degenerate fakegirl who ought to be corrected. That is to say, deluding myself that I'll ever be a woman is a tragic farce. Real women don't crank their dicks to fakegirls throwing out their estrogen. Real women don't constantly sit around in a horny daze, dreaming of being victimized, dreaming of being pumped back full of T and having their fake girlpills thrown out. I'm shameless. Seriously. Bully me, ask me for dick pics, whatever. I'll hand 'em out readily. Remind me of how I'll never, ever be any type of woman at all.
I love being a boy! I love my dick, my musk, my flat chest! I love how easy it is to get horny and how good it feels to be able to cum 🥴
Maybe I’m gender fluid or something idk, but really I want to be binary one way or the other, permanently.
perfect bounce